A Graduation Gift novel Chapter 52

Dry leaves rustled as the wind cast a gentle blow. Cassandra was anxious at the thought that she would be alone with Lionel. Excusing herself, she went to the backyard and took her time to think things over while walking.

The light in the backyard was dimmer compared to the one in the mansion which was overly lighted. The backyard was bleak.

Cassandra could hear the laughter made by Horace, Jill, and Cloris from inside. They were having a great time.

The peals of laughter were warm like sunshine in the winter, melting the snow. But the warmth was not enough to melt Cassandra's freezing emotions.

Cassandra knew that she wasn't as likable as Cloris, and Jill didn't like her at all. Cloris made a good impression on Jill and she liked her company. She felt happy for her sister knowing that she felt at home with the Tang family.

The chill of the early evening crept through Cassandra's senses making her nose itchy.

Out of nowhere, someone put a coat over her shoulders. Without looking back she could tell who it was by the familiar scent. Then Rufus said with his husky voice, "Are you trying to make others feel sorry for you by getting sick?"

Rufus' bark was worse than his bite. He was showing his concern for Cassandra in a sarcastic way.

"Besides, Lionel is still expecting you to have his child. Are you sure you can do that when you're so weak and sickly?"

Usually, Cassandra would talk back. But tonight was different. She didn't have the right mood.

Lionel was acting so possessive these past few days. His actions made Cassandra realize that she could never run away from him. Needless to say, Rufus, who knew well how complicated their relationship was but still persistently did things to worsen the situation.

Cassandra felt helpless and frustrated at the thought of her fate.

She was forced to marry Lionel, and the Qin family had kept on giving her the cold shoulder. That was fine with her, however, she got herself used to loneliness and ill-treatment. What scared her the most was other people showing pity on her. It made her feel belittled and vulnerable. And Rufus entered her life. He showed concerns and affections for her in different ways. She got used to the feeling of being cared for and secured, which might be the reason for her attachment to Rufus.

She would have been much happier if it was Rufus whom she married.

'Wait, stop thinking about Rufus!' Cassandra felt annoyed that she kept on imagining something she couldn't have.

'Cassandra, you should stop dreaming. It's not right, ' She reminded herself.

Then taking a deep breath and removing the coat Rufus had offered, she said coldly, "If you know that I'll have Lionel's child, then you should stay away from me."

Rufus glanced at Cassandra hearing her words. Her remarks angered him in an instant. Seeing her pale and innocent face, however, lessened the fury.

"No. That would be impossible. You can never have his child. You spent your first night with me, remember?"

Cassandra just smirked at his response. What she said next was cruel, "What made you think that was my first time? Don't you know that I have a hymen repair surgery?"

A woman could sometimes be the cruelest person in the world. A few days ago, Cassandra would even take initiative to kiss him. And now, the same sexy mouth was saying something that shattered his heart. What was even meaner was the expression on her face as she said those words - effortless, innocent and child-like. It was not a joke for her.

"Rufus, I'm telling you. I will never do those naughty things again with you. I won't cross the boundary ever again," she added.

Rufus raised his eyebrows. "Cross the boundary?'' So that was Cassandra's thoughts of their relationship. Rufus was frustrated thinking about everything that had happened between them.

"Well, I guess you won't say such silly words when you fall into my arms again."

Rufus quickened his steps and moved closer to her.

Cassandra just stood still and waited for his next move. He was so dominant that Cassandra dared not to move.

When he was about to pull Cassandra into his arms, someone called out from the mansion.

"Cassandra, dinner is ready. Come inside!" Cloris shouted at Cassandra, standing by the window of the living room.

Her sister's voice pulled her back to her senses. She wouldn't allow Rufus to cloud her thoughts this time. With one swift stride, she moved away from him, avoiding his irresistible hug.

She needed to stop herself from indulging to Rufus's gentleness. She needed to resist the temptation.

Cassandra turned around and walked into the brightly lit mansion without looking back.

She might look petite and weak, but what she did made her look strong and resilient inside.