Kavi's POV [Layla's POV]
I was admiring my handsome man narrating his childhood adventure with puffed up chest and great enthusiasm.
"...no one in our tribe was ready to cross that wooden log. But that bear cub was shouting for help from the other side. That's when I walked over that log. When I was almost halfway crossed, I idiotically looked down and realized the depth of the valley underneath me. My heart started beating so fast. But I wanted to help that cub. So I prayed to Sun and walked over the other side. That cub held onto me as soon as I picked him up. The boys were cheering when I rescued that cub. I felt so happy and proud that day. But the story didn't end of there. Because the mother bear came running towards us. You should have seen our reaction..."
He laughed beautifully at his recollected childhood memory and continued.
"...I slowly placed the cub down and everyone started running in different directions. Fortunately, that bear confused and left us picking her baby. My parents learn about my dangerous adventure and punished me. That's a different story."
He looked at me staring with a smile and smiled back at me. I felt connected to him at the moment and all I wanted is to lean over him and kiss his full lips. The usual tensed up closeness of him turned comfortable and welcoming now.
"Will you miss me? I am surely going to miss your presence."
He muttered slowly with a small smile. Why he has to be so adorable?
But his words pierced my heart. He has no idea! I will surely miss him. I sighed and looked away. It's been already six days and he is returning to his place tomorrow. I had learnt about him a lot but didn't tell much about me. He knew I have some abilities like him and I could communicate with animals. He will ask about me often but I always insist about telling on right time.
His tribe worship Aadhavan as their Prime God. And Maayan was born with the blessing of Sun. I don't know how he will take the truth. I was clear about my feeling for him. No matter how wrong it was, I am undeniably in love with him. It would be a great blessing if he could become mine but he never gave any sign of interest except for some long stares.
"Yes. I will miss you. But you will have your family and duties to look after. You will forget me eventually. I am not so important person in your life."
I said softly to him reminding myself tomorrow may end up as the last day for us being together.
"No! I can never forget you. How can I forget such a beautiful... friend?"
His words portrayed his true feelings except for the last word. He seems confused about his feeling. I don't want to be just one of his friends; I want more from him and I want to give more to him. It upset me that he only thinks of me as his friend. His hands creased my eyebrows. I must have been frowning. His face displaying concern. I smiled at him assuringly but couldn't make my smile reach my eyes. The silence felt so heavy just like my heart. I don't want him to feel bad.
"Okay... Let's do something different today. Let's explore the lake. The underwater plants also have unique uses. You know to swim right because you have to get the plants?"
I teased him and stood up showing I am ready to go. He smiled but his eyes clearly conveyed that he understood my change in mood. Thankfully he didn't question me about it.
We walked to the lake and I sat on open rock. He gave his belonging to me and gracefully walked into the water. I ogled his toned muscles but my heart still lingering the way he easily categorised me as his friend. Inspite of being on the mountain, the lake was a little deep one. He paused when his hip was submerged and turned around to look at me but before our eyes could meet, I turned away pretending to be looking at the plant next to me. I don't want to lose focus. Just imagining his skin wet and sloppy makes my mind go crazy and lot of things I wanted to do to him deliciously flashes before me. I just want him so badly. Period.
When I realised I hadn't listened to any dipping or swimming sound from his direction, I turned towards him and found him looking at me.
"What?"
I questioned him as I saw a hint of humour in his eyes.
"Join me."
It wasn't a request. He never requested me anything; always dictate me what to do. I love that quality in him as no one has ever dared to dictate me to do something. And if anyone other than him dared to order me, I will show them who I am.
"What if I say I don't want to spoil my dress?"
"You know that's a very unconvincing excuse. Don't play with me or I will make you regret."
I don't know why his mood had changed so playfully but I like this side of him too. I just raised my eyebrow and poked my tongue out. He smiled and raised his hand upwards. The water raised in the air. I sat unfazed and watched him directing the water towards me with a big smile. My mind took control of the water before it could touch me. I watched his wide-eyed amused expression with a smile. He keeps on directing the water from the lake while it was whirling as a huge water ball above my head.
I waved my hand stopping him from controlling the water and sent the water ball to him. It hit him with a huge splash and he opened his eyes after wiping his face with a big grin; more gorgeously than I imagined.
He walked towards me while my eyes were glued to his body without even trying to hide what I am doing. He stood towering me with his hands on hip. I smirked at him wondering what was going on his beautiful head. The matted hair and beard revealed how much sexy this man was. He sat on one knee and leaned towards me. My breath hitched on seeing his shining eyes. He stopped an inch before our lips could touch letting our breath mingle. I gulped when he slowly tucked a piece of hair behind my ear without breaking the eye contact. I was shouting in my head 'Just kiss me already'.
But he picked me in his hand with a smirk. My hands circled his neck and I cherished the feel of his warmth despite his wet skin. I closed my eyes and laid my head on his chest. The wet hair on his skin tickled my cheeks and a smile adorned my lips. For the first time in my life, I felt the need for a companion. And I knew I could never feel the same way with any other person as I do with Maayan. I got the urge to cry. I never cried before; I never had any desire before and enjoyed my life as it is. But it wasn't the same anymore. My soul desire for this man. My happiness wasn't independent like before. My heartache for this man. I just want this moment to last for eternity.
"Hey, I will take you back if you don't want to. Don't cry... please. "
His voice had a soothing tone. I opened my eyes and realised I was crying. I wiped my tear before it hit the water. It has the power to blossom into one of my favourite purple lotus and that would be too much for a human with some abilities.
"No. Take me with you where ever you are going."
I said in a heavy tone intending to be with him forever. He looked into my eyes for a few seconds and nodded his head. He let go of my thighs holding my upper body to support my balance in the water. I relaxed when the coldness of water touched my skin. He didn't withdraw his hand around my hip even after knowing I had stood up on my feet.
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