#Chapter 231 - Not Okay
3rd Person
Cora's eyes followed her sister's retreating back as the delegation exited. Ella kept looking back over her shoulder, concern and apology clear on her beautiful face. It was clear she wanted to stay, to talk about what had just happened and offer comfort, but her responsibility was to remain with the group. She mouthed "I love you" just before disappearing around the corner, but Cora could only manage a tremulous smile in response, 1
She wrapped her arms protectively around herself, all too aware of Roger's presence behind her. He was so close Cora could feel the heat radiating off his powerful form in waves, and it was all too tempting to imagine his arms around her. She didn't know why she'd admitted her hurt feelings to him, but she suspected it was the same reason she found his proximity so comforting. "You should go ahead," She tried to say, "they must need you."
'Tm not leaving you like this." Roger answered firmly, shifting close enough that Cora's shoulder blades brushed against his chest.
"Well I have work to do." Cora answered hoarsely, trying to pull away.
A heavily corded arm snaked around Cora's middle before she could take a single step. 'Talk to me.” Roger encouraged in a tender purr. He pulled her back against him completely, and Cora could see his handsome face in her periphery, watching her intently. 'You're clearly upset, little one."
Cora was desperately trying to ignore the sensation of having the wolf wrapped around her like a security blanket, and she hated the way his nickname played on her psyche. Next to tiny Ella, Cora had always felt a bit gangly and ungainly, even though she was a perfectly average height and weight. She'd never been considered "little" compared to her sister, but she certainly was next to most wolves. It was often intimidating, but with Roger? She secretly loved how small and safe it made her feel. "I already have a support system." She told him dismissively, but her voice shook and her lower lip quivered dangerously. "I don't need you."
"Maybe not, but I’m here and I care." He answered gently, cupping her cheek in his free hand and turning her face towards him. It was an odd angle: at once sideways, backwards and upwards; but it was undoubtedly effective. The wolf's dark eyes were boring into her own from only a few inches away, and Cora felt as though he was looking straight through her. " Tell me how to make it better, Cora."
He couldn't have predicted the effect these simple words would have on the human, but the next thing he knew tears were spilling from her lashes. Heart-wrenchingly vulnerable, Cora admitted. "I don’t know. I don’t know what I need right now.”
Roger tsked, and turned her to face him. 'That's okay.” He assured her. " Because, I do." Wrapping Cora in a proper hug, he tucked her tear-stained face against the curve of his neck. He stroked her spine and began to purr, pressing soft kisses to her hair. Cora broke the moment his purrs began, clinging to Roger and sobbing into his collar. 'That’s it, sweetheart." Roger encouraged. "Just let it all out." He swayed softly from side to side, and though his wolf was focused entirely on soothing the devastated bundle, his own thoughts were much darker.
Roger was already plotting ways he could take revenge on Kieran for his cruelty. It was better to do so now, while his wolf was distracted. As soon as the irate beast was no longer occupied with Cora, he was going to be so aggressive and bloodthirsty that it would take all of the Beta's strength not to go rip the other wolf to shreds - which would hardly help their diplomatic mission. He needed to decide an appropriate revenge now, while he was still able to think logically.novelxo.com fast update
'Tm s-s-sorry." Cora wept, her words muffled against his shoulder. "I d- don't kn-know why I'm being such a b-baby."
"Don't you ever apologize for crying." Roger scolded, holding her just a bit tighter. 'You have every reason to be upset. That mongrel was unconscionably cruel to you, and trust me, he's going to pay.”
"He was r-right." Cora cried. "As far as shifters are c-concerned I'm n- nothing more than a pet. I w-wouldn't even b-be here if it wasn't for Ella."
A growl broke through Roger's purrs. "He wasn’t right and if you ever suggest such a thing again, I swear to the Goddess I will put you right over my knee."
Cora shuddered reflexively, her pulse speeding up. Though she did her best to sound affronted, she couldn't completely hide the curiosity in her voice." You can't do that.”
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