Michael, being the keen observer that he was, noticed the change in my expression.
“Why the sad face? What happened at the hospital?”
He caressed my back gently as he spoke. Although his tone was placid, I could feel a hint of genuine care for me.
“I got chased out by them.”
I spoke as a wry smile etched itself on my face. Hah! What a joke to be rejected by my own family!
Upon hearing my answer, he paused for a few seconds before resuming to caress my back.
“Why?” He looked at me with a face devoid of emotion.
“They think that I’m the one who caused Steven to become like this. Every one of them is blaming me…”
I wasn’t sure why I told Michael everything that happened back at the hospital. After all, he had nothing to do with it, and there was nothing he could do to fix it.
Michael did not say a word after that, but I could see his expression darkening.
“Since you got chased out, there is no need for you to go back anymore. Just stay with me from now on.”
He held me tightly in his embrace and said in a low voice.
Even though his tone sounded extremely possessive, I felt touched by his words.
I hugged him tightly as tears rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably. I intended to suppress my sadness, but I soon realized I could no longer take it on my own. What I needed at that moment was someone to confide in out and someone to rely on.
“Why do they treat me like this? What wrong have I done? Why must they blame it all on me?”
My tears could not stop as I spoke. I was simply too exhausted from all the burdens and grievances I had been carrying.
Michael furrowed his brows without a word, but I could feel his arms wrapping around me more tightly.
I wept inside his embrace for a long time, until I finally fall asleep.
Even though our relationship was not that close for me to confide in him, I was still grateful and touched that he did not push me away when I was crying my heart out or when I had soiled his shirt with my tears.
After I dozed off, Michael carried me to the bed, and he slept beside me.
The following day when I woke up, my eyes were so swollen, it looked like I was stung by a bee. I turned my body and noticed that Michael was still sleeping by my side.
Seeing that, I recalled that I had cried in his embrace for a long time the previous night. I guess he must be exhausted.
I snaked an arm around him and hugged him. With him by my side, I could feel a rare sense of security. Even though I had already known that there was no future for our relationship, I could not help but keep falling deeper into it.
Apparently, Michael was not in a deep sleep, as he opened his eyes not long after.
After waking up, he hugged me again and asked with a slightly hoarse voice, “Have you finished crying?”
Hearing that, my face flushed red with embarrassment as I recalled how pitiful I must have looked when I was crying the previous night.
“Sorry I got your shirt dirty last night.”
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