Always in Love with You novel Chapter 175

Looking at his eyes with disbelief, Polly felt that he was suffocating.

Her dear Owen should not be like this. He was like a sunshine coming from the spring to the winter, always with a warm smile on his face no matter where and where.

If you give up something, the original intention will never come back. No matter how many mountains and rivers you went, you still couldn't find the same peach blossom as it was.

He should find someone worth loving instead of wasting his time on her.

She had been married to a man she loved. He might have many shortcomings, and he didn't love her so much. But did that mean she hadn't worked hard enough?

If she gave up at the moment, and missed Bruce, would she still feel sad like Owen after so many years?

You should fight for what you like and grasp what you care about! People always had some shortcomings, and there was no perfect person at all. But her heart was still like a vast expanse of fog.

"It has been so many years, how can I remember so much?" She gently took a towel to dry his hair. "Moreover, didn't you experience those things yourself? What do you want to say? "

"But I want to know." "Besides, don't you think we should find something to talk about? We don't have so much time to spend on the party?" he asked with a wicked smile

Hearing that, Polly was stunned and asked in disbelief: "do you mean that I have to stay here for a whole night?"

Owen nodded with a smile.

"As long as you stay here for one night, Simon will let you go tomorrow."

Polly looked at the few pieces of peanuts on the table in front of her, and then looked at the large pile on the other side of Owen. She couldn't remember how many times she had lost. In the past, she always lost a game of go with him. Unless he deliberately gave her room, there was no chance to win.

She was not bad at playing chess, so she was a master among her classmates. But there was more than one or two levels between her and Owen. But in fact, she didn't like it. She learned it for him. In order to be with him, they could have common topics.

After he left, she didn't play anymore. Although she was good at chess, she was not interested in it. It had been so many years that he had become more distant, but he was still as cold as before.

It was a shame that she was defeated miserably.

"Dear Polly, how long haven't you played chess? Why is it so chaotic? " Owen pointed at the piece she just put and said, "we used to go the same way, but you didn't do it in this way."

"Really? What is the same chess way? " She looked down and rubbed the table with her index finger unconsciously.

There was an unreadable expression in Owen's black eyes. After a long time, he sighed slightly and said, "on your thirteenth birthday, you insisted on playing the chess for the whole day. And you won the last round."

With an expression on his face, he was lost in thought. He had never yielded to anyone else when it came to the field of chess skill, and he would never give an exception even to his opponent, Polly. He gave in on purpose that day, because he didn't want her to be too depressed on her birthday.

"Owen, I finally win you again!"

They exclaimed when they saw her bright and sweet smile. He didn't expect to make her so happy after winning only once.

The sentence lingered between his lips and teeth, "today is your birthday. This is a gift I give you." finally he did not say it out.

But now, he lost to her step by step, and she lost again and again.

He always thought that life was like a chess, if you entered, others would retreat; if you returned, others would enter. So he always demanded that he could not be negligent at all.

The only exception in a person's life was Dear Polly.

He could go to the ends of the world for her.

She used to regard winning him as a lifelong goal, but now she didn't care any more.

"It's all over. People shouldn't only live in the past." Said Polly coldly.

How could she forget it? In the following one month, her mood was flying. But now, she could no longer feel the happiness she had experienced before.

"People shouldn't have lived in the past, but those beautiful memories would never be forgotten," said Owen melancholy

"I agree with you," said Polly in a calm tone. However, no matter how beautiful the past is, it can't replace the reality. "

Owen came closer to her and gripped her hand. He looked at her with sadness in his eyes and said, "do you still blame me?"