Emperor Ning's hand trembled slightly at her words. A guilty look appeared in his eyes. After a while, he slowly spoke, "You've never mentioned about your life in the temple before. Tell me then, how was it? Was it good? I feel sorry for what has happened to you and your mother. Your mother trusted your care to me, but I didn't protect you well, not from people nor from poison."
A painful look came into Yun Shang's eyes as she heard the words. Emperor Ning noticed the subtle change in her emotions. He gazed at the Princess, and remained quiet as he waited for her answer. He saw her bitter smile. Immersed in her thoughts, Yun Shang closed her eyes, as if she were haunted by all the nightmares again. When he had almost given up, Yun Shang finally answered his question. She narrated in a low, depressed voice, "When I arrived at Ning'guo Temple, because of the poison, I was barely conscious. During that period, I can only remember that I was required to take medicine all the time. I was even bathed in a medicated bath all day long. As part of the treatment, I was required to do many other painstaking things. After three months' treatment, I finally could sit and talk.
Later, when I got better, though I don't know why, there was always someone sneaking into the temple to claim my life. Luckily, I managed a narrow escape for many times. I still remember some of these escapes. Once, I was tricked into leaving Ning'guo Temple by a novice monk. Lured into a forest, I found many people dressed in black waiting to kill me. It was raining heavily that day, and I could only run in my defense. Many times, I had to bury myself in the fallen leaves, and watch them pass by. I was so scared at the time. I feared that they would find and kill me. I feared that I would never come back to the Imperial City alive, nor see you and mother again. Then all the assassins disappeared. It was dark, and I had to find my way back. On my way downhill, I slipped. After rolling down the hill, I lost conscious. When I awoke, I was back in the temple, and Master Wu Na was at my bedside. He told me that my insides were bleeding." Overwhelmed by sadness, Yun Shang bowed her head, and frowned.
But she chuckled as she continued, "Later on, more and more assassins came. To protect me from them, Master Wu Na found a substitute. Dressed like me, the girl lived in Ning'guo Temple, whereas a place was arranged for me in a little yard on the opposite side of the hill. Finally, I recovered, but the girl was assassinated in my stead, just days before I returned to the Palace." Yun Shang's horror-filled eyes met Emperor Ning's gaze. She sniffled, "Father, I thought I would die there, many times. But it was beyond my expectation that I would return alive.
However, after returning to the Palace, I have also encountered many assassins. The other time, when sister and I were praying at Ning'guo Temple, many people lay in ambush for us in the forest. I thought I was about to be killed, but uncle passed by, and saved sister and I from the assassins. Later, I learned from my maids that on that day, he happened to be returning from a war." Tears welled up in Yun Shang's eyes. The expression on her face appeared sincere and expectant as she retold the story of how she and Prince Jing first met.
Emperor Ning frowned as he felt an excruciating pain in his chest. His daughter should've been cherished and worshiped, as she was the most distinguished woman in the State of Ning. But she had suffered so much when she was a mere child of eight years. His daughter had grown from her sufferings. No wonder she appeared so mature and decisive most of the time, almost unlike a girl who had just come of age.
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