Anamika- The broken beauty novel Chapter 7

Anamika's pov

I woke up from my sleep and looked at the man sleeping beside me, I am sleeping in his arms, in his embrace. His face looks so peaceful nothing like the dominating man I witnessed last night, he is so perfect. His tattoos are so unique and different like they are trying to tell you a story. I want to touch them, feel them, kiss them.

I remembered last night, the way he kissed me, touched me, he was eating me out like a hungry wolf who has been starved for a while, so rough yet so gentle. He was biting and sucking on my skin, taking me in another world of pleasure. No one has ever made me feel like that, I was in the ninth sky floating in pleasure and just with the thought I felt wetness between my thighs. I want to forever stay and sleep in his arms, I feel so safe in his embrace. He looks so peaceful I wanted to feel his features but I controlled myself from touching his face, I don't want to wake him up.

But no matter how much I want to stay here, I can't. I shouldn't have been here at first place no matter how much I wanted him. I can't do that. I have promised myself that I'll never let anyone in, no one can break the walls I have build around my heart, no one. They are helping me to hold my sanity. I can't trust anyone, I'll never show my vulnerable side to anyone.

You are trouble for me Massimo. You are making me feel things I have never felt before and it's bad, it's scaring me to the core. I am afraid that you will break the walls and melt my stoneheart.

I can't let that happen... never...

It's better we part our ways and never meet again. I just hope I won't regret what I did yesterday.

Pushing aside my conflicted thoughts,

I slowly remove his hand from my waist getting up from the bed, but the soreness between my legs made me hiss in pain. I am sore, too sore and a sudden wave of heat rose on my face making me blush.

I grabbed my clothes which was lying on the floor and quickly dressed up, careful not to make any noise which will wake him up. I don't want to have any awkward conversation with him, I don't have any idea how to deal with a man after one night stand.

I grabbed my clutch checking my phone and it's still 4 in the morning. I looked at him for the last time, he is still sleeping peacefully. I know its not right to leave like this, but I have to I don't want to get attached with anyone and I am sure it's just another night for him too. I don't think he will care or even remember me in the morning...

Right?...

" Goodbye Massimo, I hope we never cross each other's path again"

I wore comfortable clothes for travelling. Getting ready I left for the airport with Mr. Brown, he never leaves me alone even in foreign trips and I am impressed by his dedication towards the work, I have a flight to New York in 1 hour.

But the memories of last night kept flashing in front of me, not letting me concentrate on anything. How would he react when he won't find me next to him after waking up, will he care or just ignore it. Does it matter to him I don't think it does. I must have made it easy for him by leaving before he asks me to. That's what one night stand means right?

"Are you ok miss?"

Mr. Brown brought me out of my thoughts. I didn't realised when I zoned out. Shit what the hell is happening to me.

I have to forget everything about last night, like it never happened. I can't let him get under my skin. It was a one night thing and it will remain like that... I don't want anyone in my life, I am fine alone.

We stopped in front of the airport doing all the formalities and finally we catched the flight to New York with only one thought in my mind 'It meant nothing'.