Anamika- The broken beauty novel Chapter 7

Anamika's pov

I woke up from my sleep and looked at the man sleeping beside me, I am sleeping in his arms, in his embrace. His face looks so peaceful nothing like the dominating man I witnessed last night, he is so perfect. His tattoos are so unique and different like they are trying to tell you a story. I want to touch them, feel them, kiss them.

I remembered last night, the way he kissed me, touched me, he was eating me out like a hungry wolf who has been starved for a while, so rough yet so gentle. He was biting and sucking on my skin, taking me in another world of pleasure. No one has ever made me feel like that, I was in the ninth sky floating in pleasure and just with the thought I felt wetness between my thighs. I want to forever stay and sleep in his arms, I feel so safe in his embrace. He looks so peaceful I wanted to feel his features but I controlled myself from touching his face, I don't want to wake him up.

But no matter how much I want to stay here, I can't. I shouldn't have been here at first place no matter how much I wanted him. I can't do that. I have promised myself that I'll never let anyone in, no one can break the walls I have build around my heart, no one. They are helping me to hold my sanity. I can't trust anyone, I'll never show my vulnerable side to anyone.

You are trouble for me Massimo. You are making me feel things I have never felt before and it's bad, it's scaring me to the core. I am afraid that you will break the walls and melt my stoneheart.

I can't let that happen... never...

It's better we part our ways and never meet again. I just hope I won't regret what I did yesterday.

Pushing aside my conflicted thoughts,

I slowly remove his hand from my waist getting up from the bed, but the soreness between my legs made me hiss in pain. I am sore, too sore and a sudden wave of heat rose on my face making me blush.

I grabbed my clothes which was lying on the floor and quickly dressed up, careful not to make any noise which will wake him up. I don't want to have any awkward conversation with him, I don't have any idea how to deal with a man after one night stand.

I grabbed my clutch checking my phone and it's still 4 in the morning. I looked at him for the last time, he is still sleeping peacefully. I know its not right to leave like this, but I have to I don't want to get attached with anyone and I am sure it's just another night for him too. I don't think he will care or even remember me in the morning...

Right?...

" Goodbye Massimo, I hope we never cross each other's path again"