Ascension of a Gamma novel Chapter 50

Chapter 50 Once More

-Liam

Three days. I couldn’t feel her presence for three days. The door locked; the curtains drawn; I kept myself isolated in her room. The only time I left was to retrieve the cake. It was fucking delicious.

I hadn’t eaten cake for as long as I could remember. I’d never been a fan of sweets. But if it was from her, I couldn’t resist. She made it just… for me.

It could’ve been a fun night. I planned to watch a movie with her. The popcorn was ready to go into the microwave.

My mind kept going back to what could’ve happened. She should be beside me right now, peacefully asleep in my embrace. Now, it was just an empty space with a piece of paper lying on top of the sheets. I laid on my side as I hugged her pillow to my chest. It wasn’t enough.

I missed her warmth. I missed her smile. I missed her fingers on my face when she wakes up and thinks I was still sleeping. I missed her scent – it was gone now. Only her pillow had it. faintly. Despite my

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pillow had it, faintly. Despite my efforts to keep it contained in the room, it still went away. I missed her and everything about her.

[Alpha

I don’t know how to start. There’s a lot o n my mind I wish I can tell you. I don’t know when I fell for you and how. I simply know now that I do.

I love you, Liam. I can say that now. I used to be afraid to tell you.

I’m not mad, Liam. You are not at fault for following your heart.

I’m sorry I didn’t see it sooner. And I’m sorry I can’t keep my promise.

You deserve to be happy. I can now see that your heart yearns for her, not me.

I’m sorry for being selfish. I have already said the words. I hope it will at least suffice.

Anna] 2

It was my fault. I should’ve told her everything I felt for her. Now it was too late. Even if I spoke the words, she

Ke Even if I spoke the words, she wouldn’t hear me. I cliose to ignore her feelings; how could I have expected her to understand me

I had no energy left in me. Everything felt heavy. Nothing mattered but her…

I tried to call her, but the familiar ringtone of our voices echoed in the room instead. Every once in a while, I’d tap on the call button just to hear her voice. She sounded happy then.

Accept? Was this what she wanted? To leave everything behind and start again? To forget about me…

You cruel woman. 2

My phone rang. The screen lit up showing a picture of her sleeping. I used t o watch her for hours on end. I couldn’t believe someone like her loved someone like me. I fucking won the lottery and I lost it all… because I was a jerk of a bastard.