Beyond the Divorce by Third Blossom novel Chapter 946

She looked at me, utterly helpless. I knew she genuinely loved this man.

"But if you decide to give up without even talking to him, that’s a big problem, Ivanna. Do you understand?"

"But... This is too embarrassing!"

"You’re just two people in love who’ll have a child of your own. How is that embarrassing?" I asked.

When I saw that she wasn’t arguing, I continued, "Jared can also judge your character based on this incident and your actions. He might choose not to be with you because you’re too self-centered or irrational. Do you understand? You’re torturing us."

When she heard me say that, she suddenly became nervous and started glancing at me.

She shook my shoulder and said, "Alright, don't be mad. I was wrong. Can't you forgive me? I’m just so frustrated! I feel like he doesn't care about me, and I'm afraid to ask for his opinion."

She lowered her gaze and continued, "But when I was on the operating table, I couldn't bear to go through with the procedure. I want to keep this child, no matter what the future holds. I want to raise this child, even if I have to do it alone, and even if I might no longer believe in love."

"What happened to your confidence?"

I felt a little bitter and shouted at her. "If you keep being so indecisive, you'll lose him sooner or later! Other women will be attracted to him, even without Trinity. Jared is an attractive man. If you keep loving him like this, how will you compete with other women? You need to love with confidence, do you understand?"

"But I don’t understand him. I always feel like he's so far away from me," Ivanna murmured.

As she kept venting to me, I was filled with frustration.