Today Harry and I will be going for my appointment and later for some baby's shopping. It's 5am and I'm sleepless. I'm turning into an insomniac! I hold my tummy and caress it as if the baby can be seen as I think of how it would feel with its daddy here.
I sigh. A girl can always dream. Sydney and I are just never meant to be.
I take a cracker from my bedside table and take a bite before the morning sickness starts. I check the clock to find it's only five minutes past six.
Should I go for a run? NO! I don't want the same incidences happening again. I still can't get over the fact that the person I had to save was the person responsible for all my morning sicknesses! What makes me furious is that he's enjoying a good night sleep with his fiancé while I'm here up like an insomniac and trying to have at least an hour of sleep.
Talk about unfair lives.
I wipe a tear furiously and stare at the wall. One minute passes and I start laughing. Is this how pregnancy feels like? Am I going insane? Is it okay to crave for some ice cream right know?
'Aaarrrggghh' I let out a frustrated noise as I clutch my hair. I hate this feeling. I want Sydney to give me a big hug and lots of good white chocolate. Wait.. What?
I get out of bed and head towards Harry's room. At least he'll know if I'm really insane.
I knock on his door and a minute later it opens revealing a very sleepy Harry with only pajama pants. Looks like he just wore it before getting the door.
"You look like shit." He says while taking my hand. This has been happening for almost a week now.
"Don't even start. You might receive all the curses I want to throw at someone." I follow him to bed and cuddle with him. He plays with my hair and soon I drift into a dreamless sleep.
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The ride to the clinic is so short and I'm so happy for that. Or maybe Harry's just good company. I see other cars and start hopping this will be a short visit.
Harry takes my hand and I give him a small smile. "It's going to be okay babe. I'm here." I smile gratefully at him and we walk in silence. A nurse directs us to the waiting area after confirming our appointment.
I think about how my baby would look like. Wish she has his beautiful green eyes. I scowl at that thought. That would always remind me of him. So a very big NO!
I stare blankly at the plate holding Dr Greene's name. Dr. Greene works at the hospital on the weekends but goes to her own private practice during the weekdays. People say she's the best gynecologist in LA so she's really needed around.
What's taking long inside there? I let out a deep breath to calm myself down and take a magazine talking about pregnancy.
"Isabella Styles. Dr. Greene is ready to see you now."
Harry holds my hand making me halt. "Are you okay? I can come with." I smile at him and nod at him. He's been with me since I told him about my pregnancy. He has the right to go in with me.
We get up from our seats and head towards Dr. Greene's office. Another couple comes out and I stop in my tracks when I accidentally hit them.
"Great! Once you see someone, they'll be popping out of everywhere." A female's voice comes out. I look up to see Bianca. Her eyes hold an amusement which makes me smile. Does she have to be so good?
I look to her side.
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