Bleeding obsession novel Chapter 60

Authors pov

Xavier was sitting In his study on the floor, leaning against the small cupboard.

He was in total mess after he returned from the hospital. His hair was messed up, shirt was scrunched and drained with alcohol. His eyes has turned red from crying.

He was crying whole day in his study. It was still hard for him to believe that Sarah is no more. But everything was telling him the same thing that she is dead. They even asked for the medical report and matched it with her previous medical records and it matched. There was no doubt.

This News broke Xavier completely. She wasn't leaving his mind. All her memories are still prominent in his mind. The way she cried and begged him before leaving.

The way she looked at him with broken state when he closed the door on her face. The look of betrayal were haunting him.

'why you left me like this Sarah... I know I was wrong, I did everything wrong. I trusted you were I shouldn't and didn't trust you where I should have. I failed as a husband and lover. I couldn't see that you were lying when you broke up with me. How can I believe your words even after years of relationship. I couldn't protect you from the pain... You suffered alone. You were always strong, I know but that doesn't mean you had to deal with everything. Why didn't you asked me about my past, what stopped you. Why you didn't tell me that you are sick, that you are depressed and dealing with anxiety... Things would have been different if you would have tell me that you don't remember your collage days...'

He clutched on the glass and broke it into pieces. He was not in his right senses. He took the piece of glass and started carving on his arm.

'I can't imagine myself without you... I never stopped loving you. It was just a blind anger. I am sorry... Please come back. You can't leave me like this. You were the only one for me and no one can take your place in my heart...'

He carved her name and drenched himself in his own blood.

'I deserve punishment... Please come and punish me... But don't leave me like this. It so hard to breath without you...'

"Xavier what the fuck are you doing?"

Ace yelled as he saw his hand.

"Are you fucking crazy..."

He looked at him horrified.

Ace quickly wrapped his handkerchief and Started looking for a Medical kit. He checked all the drawer and finally opened the last one. When he opened he saw letter in it. It was the same letter which Sarah gave him with divorce papers.

Xavier never needed medical kit when he was in office so he never opened the drawer and letter stayed there unread.

Ace opened the letter and his eyes widened when he saw that it's from Sarah. Xavier saw that and stood up.

"What's that?"

He asked as he saw Ace tensed.

"Nothing important... Give me your hand..."

He said but Xavier wasn't having it. If Xavier read this letter then it will be another blow for him.

Xavier snatched the letter from him and started reading it.

'I don't know if you were expecting or thinking about it or not but for me it's a big and important step. I know you are forced into this marriage and so am I.