Cruel World novel Chapter 30

Sarah

After been whole day on the beach with Ava and Elva she enjoyed a lot...well looking Ava so full of life and happily made her very happy..her daughter loves water...it was Ava loud exciting giggles were soothing sound in her ears... then that sudden demand for shopping she has to do and then has to buy those damn swimsuit that she has no idea what she will do with ...Totally tired her. It was only one day and Theo was super busy...he even came late last night when she was fast asleep and in the morning he was gone...what a perfect family vacation they are having...she thought sarcastically.

There was a time when she was grateful when Theo was gone for long trips or come home late at night but now she wants him to be around...which is foolish because Theo is changed but not that changed that makes him completely different...she still see those moments in Theo's eyes when there is hate, anger, and resentment for her. She tries to avoid those moments and never mention anything that makes him short.

Sarah was taking a shower and it was almost ten pm...she was sure Theo will come late usually ..so she can read a book and then take a good sleep as tomorrow is a big gala event she has t be fresh and at her best...she doesn't want to disappoint Theo ...she was scrubbing herself then the sliding door of the shower room opened...Sarah gasped but it was Theo who standing with both legs cross and he was looking shamelessly at her in dark desire...she awkwardly said 'You are early'

Theo looked her from bottom in a provocative manner and said 'Yeah unexpectedly the meeting was finished before...I was calling you but then you were busy here ... you didn't hear me'

Sarah thought is she in trouble? For not answering him 'Im sorry. I thought you will be late..I'm almost done'

she was turning the knob but Theo said 'no you are not because I want a shower, that's mean you are staying too' Theo said this all while removing his clothes in a seconds

Sarah was nervous they never share a shower together...it was so personal ....she moved back and give him some space. Sarah was feeling conscious about her body...she knows he might know everything about her body during sex but it was in the dark or when she covered but now he can see how imperfect her body is...especially those scars that she has to live with them forever...but it was also given by him why feel bad he should feel guilty for this..her mind told her..but she knows that Theo was right all time she will never be beautiful. She get emotional but shakes her head

Theo might saw her doing that 'Why you shaking your head..you don't want me here' he said in confusion

Sarah softly said 'no...I'm just feeling cold'

Theo turn the temperature little warm 'now is it OK? come on turn around I will scrub your hair'

Sarah turn by order and looks at the wall..she felt his hand and she shivers but she said nothing...he took the shampoo and scrub her hair surprisingly very gently and then risen her...he then smell her ..she moans when he put his lips and suck her lightly on her neck ..she was getting hot and she knows it has nothing to do with the warm water that is pouring on both of them.

Theo grabs all her wet hair and twist them and throw them in front of her shoulder to get the more space to kiss her back but all she heard was gasp sound like he was shocked at something...Sarah was confused for a moment but then she realized what he might say ...the scars on her back. Those cigarette scars.

Theo

He was rock hard when he saw his wife naked and wet body in the shower...he wanted her immediately but they never did that in shower so he thought to take it slowly...they were getting in the moment when he saw her scars on her back...those were not normal looking scars they were small scars where the shin looks rough and hard in appearance ...it was not clearly visible in any clothing but he can see his cruelty on her back and remember that day when he was enjoying his wife screams her pleas and her loud screeching crying ...but he loves her misery and pining...and now he wants to hate himself wants to give those same scars to him he gives her one point.

He felt sarah to be tense , she turned to him and was crying 'Plz don't say anything i know they are ugly and i look repulsive to you now'

she looked ashamed but he should be the one to look ashamed what he did to her...how he fuck with her mind that she is not beautiful...his emotions were very everywhere..but he didn't say anything...he quietly turn her body and then put his lips on her scars and kiss all of her scars she was tense as hell but she was breaking he can see that...she was breathing heavily ...he wants to give her the pleasure she never had ...he said then 'put your arms on the wall (sarah looked unsure) believe me you will love it'

Sarah did that and Theo then goes down on his knee and did what he never expected to do on his wife...Sarah made surprise sound 'oh' and she was going crazy what he was doing to her...it was extreme..she can feel it...she can't control it and put her hands on Theo hair and screamed his name at top of her lungs .

Theo was amazed how she responds to him ..Sarah was in her own imaginary world and said 'no one did this to me it was so good' she said to herself but aloud

Theo was extremely satisfied and his male ego gives him thumb ups .'Im happy then too and now it's my turn'

he put her back on the wall and hold her and then he was inside her...it was heaven....he don't know he will ever get enough of her...he kissed her and then had the best shower sex of his life.

Sarah

They were on the bed laying naked. Where Sarah's head was in Theo's chest which was becoming her favorite pillow and he was snuggling her and had a cigarette on his mouth...she never like it when he smokes cigarettes ...maybe because it's not good for health but also it makes him lose his mind and he does stupid things to her but today looks likes different case,he was calm and silent

'Did you go shopping' Theo said while smoking