"Yes, maybe she is just skillful in bed. If she serves well, naturally she doesn’t need to worry about anything."
"Yes, it may be right. Maybe Dan likes this kind of woman who seems self-contained. I can do that too."
"Maybe she has betrayed herself for getting this filming. Hah hah..."
The volume of these girls’ discussion is getting louder and louder, and they don’t worry about being heard by others.
The protagonist they are discussing is in the toilet cubicle.
Jamie listens to the malicious words from outside the door and squeezes her fingers.
Everything she owns today is not from Dan. She is relying on herself. All these are earned by herself step by step. She has gone through numerous hardships before success.
She does not expect that there are so many people who talk about her in this way although she is not a star or a public figure.
Does she feel wronged?
She used to stay up all night for three days and nights for FS's generous salary, just to shock those interviewers who look down on people. She locks herself in the room and almost gets prostration when she comes out.
When she hands the design draft over and is about to succeed in the final process, she is targeted by an unscrupulous interviewer. She beats the interviewer to the ground to protect herself.
At the same time, she loses her opportunity.
Her palms were once very tender. But after she arrives in England, she keeps holding the brush and drawing all day long to make a living. The fingers holding the pen are covered with a layer of callus, which is not easy to be noticed if you don’t touch it carefully.
She is a spoiled girl. What can she do? She can only do what she is good at, that is, painting.
She has experienced the most difficult day. When she was still pregnant with Ian, she did not go out to paint because of the heavy rain which continued for a few days. Therefore, she had no income for a few days.
After a few days by eating only bread and cream, she was so hungry. But fortunately, Ian was very strong in her and he never bothered her at all.
That was the only motivation Jamie could hold on.
After that, she went to FS with her only hope.
She was spoiled by Dan. She was used to keeping her self-esteem and she was also used to being proud. She couldn’t beg a company that rejects her.
But that time, she really bowed her head and abandoned all her self-esteem and pride. She stepped into FS again under the unkind eyes of the employees.
It was Katt who admits her.
Katt is different from those who are interested in her, but he is the only one who affirms her works.
With his protection, Jamie seems to work smoothly in FS. But how can she win those treacherous guys without any experiences?
It is said that there must be an important transformation in life. That transformation will affect you in lifetime. Jamie thinks that she probably begins to transform from that time.
She transforms from a silly girl, who can’t take care of her own life, into a real Jamie.
How can she be defeated? There is no one she can rely on behind.
She loves every piece of her works, and she treats them as her own life.
Therefore, she will never allow anyone to defame her works in this way.
The voices outside are still going on. Jamie stands up and opens the door to go out.
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