Daddy, Mommy had been in Prison novel Chapter 576

Upon hearing her words, Georgia hugged Elsie again.

“Stop saying that. You are a good woman. Please don’t be bothered by your past. I know how pure your heart is. If Wilson loves you truly, he won’t mind.”

“It’s different, Georgia. I know clearly what’s so different. When I didn’t love anyone before, I disdained love. Back then, I never cared about any man. Nor did I realize any problem about my past.

“However, it’s different now. I’m sure I like Wilson. When I like him, I’m always humble. I hope I can face him with my best side. I hope I will smile the most beautiful when I see him. I hope all my memories will be about him. However, those were just my wishes. I wasn’t a good woman in my past.

“Those were the memories that I’m not willing to recall. I know I was too filthy in my past. I don’t deserve him at all.”

Elsie hugged Georgia and wept again.

She felt so upset that she almost exploded.

Although she was thrilled when coming back with Wilson. He also kept holding her hand all the time. She thought that they could be like this forever.

However, after her fear faded away, her reason went back to her.

All things that had happened earlier still appeared in her mind. Although Elsie hated Jane, she had to admit that Jane had said one thing correctly.

They were the same in the past. They were both whores. Neither was nobler than the other.

Elsie believed that she was just lucky, so she met her family and friends, who treated her well. They made her struggle against her tragic past and have a new life. Otherwise, she would have ended up in the same way as Jane did.

Probably, she would still stay in that kind of place, looking for clients. Then she would lay on the bed and earn money relying on her body.

She used to be so shameless and led such a life because she had never wanted to struggle.

However, Wilson was different. He was an outstanding man, not only in terms of his career. He could always be perfect in the study, his life, and making friends.

When she traveled with Wilson, he could speak any language. At that moment, Elsie always felt upset.

Back then, she didn’t know why she felt so. Now, she understood. She was self-abased.

She had faintly thought that she didn’t deserve Wilson. However, if she started working hard now, would it still be helpful?

Even if she could learn seven languages and reentered a college, Elsie didn’t think she could get what she wanted. She couldn’t change her past.

In the future, if Wilson would encounter her previous clients, what should he do?

Elsie wondered how she could face those things naturally and calmly.

“Elsie, in this world, a perfect past didn’t mean you could be happy in the future. Love is always between two persons. However, a married couple could divorce. The love birds who used to love each other deeply could also end up hurting each other. Whether you and Wilson would be happy has nothing to do with your past. It only depends if you can operate your marriage well.

“Now I’m with Robert. If I never cared about him but only looked after our children or stayed in the lab, probably he would stop loving me gradually as well. Besides, I used to have a first love. Robert has his son, Leon. Those are the things that couldn’t be wiped off between him and me. That was the meaning of our existence. Elsie, you must be an individual first. Your past made you mature. The most important is that I can tell he cares a lot about you.

“If he cares about you, it means he doesn’t mind about your past as he knows your past well.”

Upon hearing it, Elsie burst into tears again.

“Georgia, I also have sensed that he cares about me, so I felt more upset. How could he like a woman like me? I’m joyful, but I feel sorry for him. I’m not an outstanding woman. I even don’t work hard. I only rely on you guys to raise me. How could he like me?

“I also wonder if he would stop loving me in the future. He doesn’t mind, but how about in the future? I fear the most that after he loves me but will mind about my past in the future. What should I do then? I plucked up my courage and asked him to hold my hand forever. However, I insisted on sharing the bed with you because I suddenly had no guts to face him.

“I don’t know what I should do next.”

Georgia could understand how Elsie was feeling. Everyone would be so hesitant in this case.

When people were in love, they would wonder if the other party would love them back.