Jay is on top of me, pounding inside me hard, from behind. I try not to make too much noise, but it's so fucking difficult. I don't want to wake the girls up who are in the next room.
Soon after, he grunts, and comes inside me. That was quick. That was fucking and not loving. I wonder what's gotten into him.
I try to take deep breaths to calm my body down. He lies back down.
"What's bothering you?"
"Ana."
"Did she say something?"
"No, I wish she did."
"I am her daddy. I should be upset. Why are you?"
He gives me a hard stare. I think I need to shut up.
"I'll ask you that next time we take Carol to the doctors."
Oh, right. I get it.
"You said she'd be fine by now."
"I thought that she would."
"Let's talk to her. She needs to get all the hurt out of her system." Jay tells me after a long, pregnant pause.
"It'll involve tears." I blanch at the thought of making Ana cry again.
"She'll be better after." Jay pulls me into his arms and kisses me.
We quickly get dressed after another round of quick fuck. Jay is super worried about Ana.
He goes to make breakfast, and I go to wake the girls up.
"Noooooooo! Let me gooo! I hate you! I don't want to go to the doctors again!" She hollered.
"Ana! For God's sake! Calm down!!"
She was in no mood to settle down anytime soon.
I smack her hard twice on her butt. That got her attention, though she was still crying heart wrenching sobs.
I rub her back and bums and bounce her.
"Ana, you need to stop crying, you're burning up baby. Ssshh.... Take deep breaths.... Calm down.... It's okay.... You're safe, I promise."
"Not safe. You let Mr. G take me. Hate you." she says. I can't tell you how hurtful her words were, more so because they were true.
"Baby, I promise you. I am never going to do that again, alright?" I look at her solemnly.
She looks at me and considers me for a moment but then makes a face. I know the day is all coming back to her....
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