After meeting with Vince's grandmother, I finally decided to get rid of the child. After leaving the left bank, I took a taxi to the hospital, registered directly with my ID card, and received the list for further inspection.
The doctor studied my condition and told me that we must consider it clearly. If the first child was aborted, it might affect the future pregnancy, or it may not affect it. If the nutrition kept up with the development of the body, it might be OK.
Even doctors didn't guarantee that there would be any problems in the future. I understood that why doctors said so. If there would be no problem, it would be good, but if there would be any problem, they would say that they have informed me.
I was sitting quietly at the door of the operating room with the consent to terminate pregnancy. There were still a few of other people who were younger than me, but they looked very skilled about it.
My heart had been flustered, palms sweating. I was afraid and I did not know whether it would be right or wrong to do so, but I understood that if this child be born, it must not be blessed.
At this time, a woman next to me turned around,and asked me with a little guilty , "how many times have you been?"
I was stunned for a moment and asked, "how many times have you been?"
The woman was also nervous. Seeing me to talk with her, she approached me and whispered, "the seventh time, the doctor just said, if I have another abortion, I may not be pregnant again in my life."
I looked at her in shock and asked, "so you still have a abortion?"
"He doesn't want it." The woman said desolately, "I love him very much. When I was pregnant with this child, I begged him for a long time, but he said that he would rather DINK than have children."
After listening to this silly woman's words, I wanted to scold her angrily, but I couldn't bear to see her poor appearance.
"If you don't want children, why not take protective measures?"
"He said it was uncomfortable to wear a condom, so he didn't wear it. And you, is he not willing to take it? " When the woman asked, I was speechless.
When the firewood and the fire were burning, they didn't think so much about it. I nodded at the woman and fell into meditation. Would Vince get angry when I have an abortion without saying a word?
"Nance... Who is Nance? " The door of the operating room opened, and a nurse with a mask stood outside shouting.
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