Farewell To My Endless Love novel Chapter 471

Charles' POV:

My head was spinning, and I couldn't think straight.

All my memories with Caroline flashed through my mind like a movie reel, especially those when she was still Scarlett.

We used to kiss, make love, and we once promised to be with each other for the rest of our lives.

Her beautiful, loving smile was like the warm sun amidst winter. She was a ray of sunshine that brought light and warmth to my life.

I stood there, watching all of our memories together with an obsession of an onlooker.

My heart was beating fast.

'What happened after this? How did Caroline and I end up like this?'

Suddenly, a sharp pang came from my head, and the fragments of my memory poured into my mind like a tide.

It felt like my head was splitting, and I had to hold it just to alleviate some of the pain.

Suddenly, I felt a lump in my throat.

Tears burst forth from my eyes like a broken dam.

I finally remembered what had happened.

That bitch, Rita, almost killed my son, James.

It was the reason Caroline hated me so much.

William took her away from me.

They lived together for an entire year, and that was also when she give birth to the twins.

Though I knew the kids were mine, I was still fueled with jealousy and rage.

I threatened, intimidated, and used all sorts of cruel means necessary just to keep her by my side.

And in truth, I was merely doing it to protect my damaged ego.

I even used the kids as a leverage to hurt her again and again.

My heart ached so much that it felt as though it was imploding.

I curled up, letting the pain spread through my limbs and bones like a storm.

In spite of how painful it was, I forced myself to recall everything.

The day I lost my memories, all I forgot were memories I had of Scarlett.

Everyone kept telling me that she loved me with everything she had, but I refused to believe them.

I dared not to believe it.

The day she disappeared, my heart was forcibly taken away with her.

Thereafter, I wandered the world like a soulless walking corpse.

I led a wandering life, unable to find my way back home.

It was only at that moment that I finally understood that even if I lost my memory, my heart would only beat for one person, and one person only.

Without my beloved woman, I would need every ounce of courage I had in me to continue living.

The moment I had the fortune of meeting her again, all I wanted to do was to hold her in my arms.

I wanted to complain to her that she left me without saying goodbye and to tell her that I missed her so much.

But seeing her sharp gaze was like having a bucket of cold water poured over my head.

I was so worried about losing her again that I couldn't control myself.

Suddenly, I opened my eyes and sat up from the bed.

I was practically gasping for air, and my back was dripping with sweat.

Fear lingered in my heart. I clutched myself, looking around.

It was then that I realized that I was lying on a hospital bed.

A burst of scathing pain came from my wound, and I gasped for air yet again.

The scene before I passed out appeared in my mind.

I breathed a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, Caroline and the kids were fine.

That moment Raina drove the car like a madman towards Caroline and the kids, I was so nervous that my heart almost stopped beating.

I felt so thankful that they weren't the ones who got hit.

Caroline feared getting hurt the most. Had she been the one who got hurt, she might've shed an ocean of tears.

All I wanted to do now was to see her.

I wanted to tell her that I'd regained all of my memories.

I remembered every single moment we had together.