Fated For Lycan's Luna (Chloe and Blake) novel Chapter 120

Chloe’s POV

I knelt on the ground, blankly staring at the grave feeling light headed. I still could not believe that my baby was gone and could never see the light of the world.

Carrie was beside me, with her heartbreaking cries she carefully decorated the surroundings of the grave with flowers.

Placing the last flower on my hand, I touched the ground and took a handful of earth on my baby’s grave.

Tears started to fall once more as I remembered that I would be leaving this place once more. In my heart, I would never ever go back to this place again.

‘Watch me from above, my lovely child…’ I whispered silently in my heart as I pulled my body up and stood.

“Hic…” But as I took a step forward, my body and my mind began to crumble once more in devastation.

‘What could be my reason to live?’

‘My baby is gone…’

‘I cannot be with Blake as well…’

‘Where to?’

“Chloe, are you alright?” Carrie speedily stood and caught up to me, immediately preventing me from falling.

“I-im fine Carrie…” I forced a smile and shook my head. “Carrie… you heard everything earlier… I must go…”

Carrie’s hands froze and her face showed helplessness.

I could see the struggle in her eyes as she tried to find the words to say. One was her beloved brother, the other was her friend.

“I-i know Chloe… but… you’ve just had a miscarriage… this would be too harmful for you… besides you also had a lot of injuries from the attack…” Carrie tried her best to persuade me but to no avail.

“It’s fine Carrie… besides, I cannot stay a second longer in this place…” I answered in a soft tone as I looked up at the sky that is now fully blue. “As long as I am here, the enemies will not stop targeting the Silver pack…”

“Moreover, Blake will continue to consider me in his decisions and will eventually bring the entire pack down…”

“Carrie… I'm sorry… but I hope you understand where I am coming from…” I held her hand and looked at her sincerely.

“I know but… you two… Sigh…” Carrie tried to search for words to say but in the end, she sighed and continued, “Why must things reach to this point… maybe… just maybe… if the little one is saved, maybe…”

Carrie started to mumble as she looked down, her eyes started to water in tears once more.

I held the side of her face and wiped away her tears, “It does not work like that Carrie… In fact, even if the ambush did not happen, I would have come up with the same conclusion. I will still choose to separate with Blake so that he would have to regain himself.”

“What kind of mate am I if I allow my other half to destroy himself for me?” I let out a self-deprecating smile as I mumbled these words.

“Look after your brother for me, okay? Also, please tell teacher Astor, I’m sorry… I disappointed him, in the end. I was not able to become a Luna the pack could rely on… Instead… I became the cause of all this mess. ”

In the end, I hugged Carrie once more and started to go on my way.

In the gentle morning light, while the other pack members were yet to go around the pack, I headed to the forest without even taking anything with me.

As I reached the entrance of the pack, I saw Arthur’s lethargic and troubled figure seemingly waiting for me to go.

“Chloe…” He called out, but just like Carrie, he too looked as conflicted as her.

“Have you really made up your mind?” He asked worriedly.