Fated For Lycan's Luna (Chloe and Blake) novel Chapter 40

Hearing her answer, I could not believe. How could I have never found out that my wolf was poisoned?

“All this time… you are suffering, Aurora… and I did not even have the slightest idea…” I muttered while trembling in sudden realization.

“I… I used to blame you for being so weak that I never got my father's attention… I was so selfish and naive…” I uttered in great guilt, while my eyes heated up in tears.

My entire being was aching for my wolf’s suffering.

All my life, I only knew that I was the one who has been stuck in the cruelty of my family’s treatment…

“Aurora… I’m sorry…”

“I have no idea…”

“I am so sorry… you have been suffering for so long… I didn't even know!” I hugged myself creating an illusion of hugging my poor wolf who had been suffering all this time.

“Chloe… do not blame yourself. It is not your fault,” Suddenly, Aurora’s comforting voice rang in my mind, but that only added to my heartache.

“At first, I thought I could gradually get rid of the poison, but the poison seemed to be a bit unique, and I still couldn't recover from it,” Aurora further explained.

“Since when did you start being poisoned?” I asked, still wallowing on the pain and tragedy my wolf has suffered without me knowing about it.

Aurora replied after a long pause, “I don’t remember… Although I woke up when you were four or five years old, after that time, I felt weaker and weaker. Only then did I realize that I had been poisoned.”

“Since then, I have never had the strength to wake up, let alone the chance to talk to you,” Aurora explained everything.

Hearing this, my shock intensified as I imagined how helpless she would have been at that time.

“Aurora, do you know who poisoned you?” I asked.

“I do not remember…”

“It could have possibly been my family… right?” My heart skipped a beat.

Four to five years old, that time was still too young for me and Vanessa. So it would be impossible for her to do such.

“That leaves Lisa… and my father… But if they were really the ones who did this, what is the reason for it?”

No matter how hard I tried to think, I didn't understand why my family would do this.

“We would never know…” Aurora replied to me, letting me understand that it was no use to think about the unknown at the moment.

Then I asked my wolf, “Then why are you suddenly awakened when I came to the Silver pack for the first time? Is it because the poison miraculously disappeared?”

“Sadly, Chloe, I have no idea why I was suddenly awakened…” Aurora replied.

“But since that time, I have had uncontrollable appearances, especially when your father was attacked that night…” She added.

Only then did I understand what happened to her body at that time. The sudden outburst of speed in rushing to father’s side has been an unintentional state for Aurora all this time!

Still full of questions, I took a deep breath and tried to ask my wolf, “Is it possible for you to show up so I can see what you look like, Aurora?”

However, Aurora apologized, “Sorry Chloe… since then, I have not been able to manifest yet.”

Those words were clearly simple and straightforward, but my heart was torn into pieces as I could feel every bit of desire on Aurora’s end. All this time, she too wanted to be with me, and accompany me in hard times.

But because of the poison, she was not even able to communicate with me consistently.

In the end, I decided in my heart that I will do my best to help my wolf.

“Aurora… I promise that I will do my best to detoxify you…After all, I am best at detoxification…”

“So just try your best to conserve your energy, and become well… I am one with you, so I will never let you die!” I solemnly promised from the bottom of my heart.