Fated For Lycan's Luna (Chloe and Blake) novel Chapter 86

Blake's POV

My head is buzzing as I rush back to the pack while Chloe’s words ring on my mind repeatedly.

Part of me felt guilty and remorseful for letting her feel that way toward our pack.

Perhaps, I have been blinded by the fact that none of those hypocrites in the Red Moon Pack would hurt her, that is why it never crossed my mind that she would also suffer great pressure to become the Luna everyone wanted.

Another part of me, however, wants to ignore her feelings and drag her back to the pack. I want to no longer think about anything and focus on getting her to my side. This part of me scares me the most, but I also could not deny that it is what I truly wanted.

The mess inside of me continued until I found myself already arriving in front of the Silver Pack.

“Big brother!” Carrie rushed toward me in a warm embrace but she immediately let go while she was behind me.

“Big Brother, did you find Chloe? Why is she not back? Everyone in the pack misses her so much…” Carrie blinked her watery eyes and looked at me in confusion.

I looked at her and shook my head. In an instant, the glow in Chloe’s eyes dimmed and the atmosphere of everyone in the pack became gloomy.

That’s right…

While Chloe is unaware, she had already become the center of the pack as the rightful Luna. What kind of pack would be happy and alright without a Luna around?

I lowered my head and thought, ‘I was useless… I could not even protect Chloe as my Luna and left her here to run away…’

“Carrie, let’s head over inside the pack house. We have traveled quite long this time so we have to let Blake rest don’t you think?” While lost in my thoughts, Arthur gently pulled Carrie away and caused everyone to also come back to their senses and carry on with their own duties.

Going back to my room did not help me improve my mood. The fact that Chloe was not by my side makes my heart and mind feel empty, so much that I felt like I have lost a part of my soul.

“Chloe…” I mumbled as I sat on the chair and rubbed my aching head.

“How am I supposed to go on with my life when you are not with me?”

“What is the purpose for me to even continue like this?”

I clenched my chest as I gritted my teeth. The pain in my heart felt like someone was squeezing it mercilessly, wanting me to beg for me to end my life.

I subconsciously walked toward the cabinet where several bottles of wine were displayed, enticing me to open it up and drink it without stopping.

“Chloe…” Tears in my eyes fell as I repeatedly called out in a hoarse voice.

I prayed to the moon goddess that she could hear my desperate cries…

I prayed to the moon goddess that Chloe would change her mind and come to my side…

I prayed to the moon goddess that whatever makes Chloe and I be apart from each other would finally be resolved so that we could finally be together…

But as I remember the words she left me, it was as if my world crumbled to pieces and the flesh in my heart was being shredded to nothing.