Fated For Lycan's Luna (Chloe and Blake) novel Chapter 99

Blake's POV

While my exhilaration over the matter of Chloe’s pregnancy overwhelmed me, the desire to be with her became stronger than ever.

Wearing my heart on my sleeves, I begged with all my heart for Chloe to return to me.

That she and I would spend our days in the Silver pack while we await for our child to be born in this world.

But in the end, I saw Chloe’s exhausted state. Her pale complexion doused my selfish begging to come back to reality and addressed the matter at hand.

Like a strike of lightning, it dawned on me that Chloe had been through a lot just today.

From her father’s death, to facing those greedy useless Alpha with confidence, then to containing Vanessa’s annoying tantrums.

It might appear that Chloe is strong and confident, she was still exhausted and affected by the matters that happened.

This was really a long day for her.

Even more so, she was with our child… and was almost hurt earlier.

All these things came back at me, slapping my selfish and thoughtless actions toward my mate.

I cast an apologetic glance at her, while quietly leaving her room so that she could finally rest.

I saw how her body was asking for some rest and it makes my heart ache that even until this point she refused to show such vulnerability in front of me.

Due to that, even though I very much wanted to hold her close and let her rest in my arms, I know that I had to go and give her the space she wanted.

I used every bit of my control to drown my desire to be with her at the moment and exited the room quietly.

But as soon as I stepped out of the door, the urge to run to her side surged once more. My entire body is craving for her presence and warmth.

It was the truth that I never realized until she was no longer by her side. The desperation of her being with me intensified so much that I would go crazy if I chose not to use what is left of my rationality at the moment.

Trapped between letting my mate get the space and rest she wanted, and the longing in every inch of my being, my feet refused to move forward.

I found myself sitting by her door and tried to listen to her movements.

While normal wolves would not have any clue of what one was doing inside a room from the outside, it was an easy task for me.

Every rustle and every breath Chloe takes, I could sense it all beyond her room’s thick wall.

‘I’ll stay here to make sure she’s fine…’ I thought as I listened to Chloe’s movement.

After a few moments, I heard rustling of the sheets before Chloe's breathing slowed down.

I knew that she was finally asleep.

I lowered my head on my knees and closed my eyes, trying to contain the helplessness in my heart.

I missed Chloe so much that even the sound of her breathing could actually make me this satisfied and calm.

When she left me, I felt like I was wandering in a barren desert aimlessly roaming around and desperately searching for nothing.

Now that I have found her, it was like I had found the oasis which I needed in my whole life.

‘This too is good…’ I told myself as I decided to stay in this spot and guard Eli in her sleep.

In the middle of the night, I sensed Lyra’s presence. She came to me and was about to say something.

I raised my head and looked at her with a warning in my eyes. The moment she opens her mouth, Chloe might be disturbed, and so I conversed with her through mindlink.

“What brings you here, Lyra?”

Fortunately, Lyra seemed to get what I meant and also answered through my mindlink, “Blake, is it true that Chloe is pregnant?”

Hearing her question, I paused for a moment, the thought of the child in my mate’s womb never failed to give me a great wave of happiness that bloomed a smile on my face, “Chloe has not confirmed yet but I know she is.”