Chapter 203 Jealousy Drove Him Crazy
Shawn looked up and suddenly felt an unbearable discomfort in his chest.
It felt like there was a lump of air stuck there, suffocating and painful.
In the past, he had seen and heard about many people losing sleep and appetite over love, but he always thought it was a bit exaggerated and couldn't understand why it would be that bad.
Now that everything was happening to him, he finally realized how torturous and painful this feeling could be.
Closing his eyes, Shawn felt like all he thought about was Norah.
He thought about her smiling face, her adorable face, her fierce face when she was angry, and her cute face when she was drunk.
In short, every scene was about her.
"Norah, how can you not care?"
The more Shawn thought about it, the more suppressed he felt in his chest.
In his mind, the image of the two of them confessing their love to each other involuntarily appeared again.
At that time, Norah only said she liked him.
But how could it be enough for him?
She still had a man she had loved for ten years in her heart, didn't she?
So, who was that man?
Shawn felt like he wanted to know that like crazy.
He wished he could take a knife and scrape off the mark the man had left on her heart in person.
Even if he had to use his own flesh and blood to fill it up, he wouldn't even frown.
"Norah..."
Shawn murmured her name, feeling like his heart was really hurting.
To this day, he still remembered the day they divorced. They went to No.1 Middle School together.
She sat on the playground and talked to him about her past infatuation and admiration in a light tone, her smile filled with deep and unbreakable love and joy.
Her crush, first love, and youthful shyness were so real and beautiful.
But it had nothing to do with him.
It was all about another man.
At this moment, Shawn finally realized how jealous he was.
The jealousy drove him crazy.
She said that even if that man didn't remember her, as long as she could see him from afar, she would be pleased.
She said that she studied hard just to get into the same university as him.
She said that she didn't want much, and she would be satisfied even if she just loved him quietly and secretly.
There were so many stories between Norah and that man.
But when Shawn thought about it, he realized that there wasn't even one thing about them that left a deep impression on her.
Shawn thought, 'So, Shawn, how much of a failure are you?'
'Shawn, you asked for it.'
That night, Shawn was almost sleepless until late at night.
He couldn't sleep.
At the same time, Norah was no better.
Since hanging up the phone with Shawn, she had been uneasy.
She admitted that she was sad.
It was true that she did mind it.
She cared too much.
But she bit back the words she would like to have said countless times due to her lack of courage.
She actually wanted to ask Shawn why there was a woman's voice in his room so late at night.
Or she wanted to be more straightforward and ask who the woman in his room was.
But when the words were on the tip of her tongue, she choked back on them.
She admitted that she was timid.
For Shawn, whom she had loved for so many years, she was like a lonely and small boat in the vast ocean. She loved him without any expectations.
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