Feel the Way You Feel, My Love novel Chapter 1386

Chapter 1386

 "Actually, it's not too hard to avoid all of that and keep the baby at the same time" Natalie said while looking her straight in the eye.

Naturally, everyone shifted their gaze toward her upon hearing that.

"What do you mean by that, Nat?" Joyce asked.

"I'm sure you all are familiar with my situation.Just like Joyce, I got pregnant before marriage.I too, felt conflicted as to whether I should keep or abort my baby.I thought of getting an abortion at first, but I couldn't do so due to my physical condition.The other reason I kept the baby was because I had lost all hope in love.I wasn't planning on dating and marrying anyone anymore, so I decided I might as well keep the baby."

In order to save Jared, Natalie made a deal with Jasmine.

Natalie had to offer herself up to a judge for a fashion design competition.

In return, Jasmine made the arrangements for Jared's surgery.

Natalie had no idea that Shane was the man who had sex with her that night; she found it to be so hellish that she wished she were dead.

She had actually thought of committing suicide after that night, but Jared needed someone to look after him, and Yulia was still mentally unstable after being divorced, As such, Natalie couldn't afford to die or there would be no one to look after them.

Of course, that didn't change the fact that she viewed herself as tainted and unworthy of living.

As such, she planned on taking her life once Jared and Yulia's conditions improved.

However, she suddenly changed her mind about dying when she found out later on that she had gotten pregnant.

The main reason she made that deal with Jasmine was to save Jared and Yulia, so they wouldn't be able to live with themselves if they found out the reason she committed suicide.