From Hell To Heaven novel Chapter 61

Dharani POV

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"Where do you think you're going?" Akash asked me in a dangerous tone. I gulped.

"I think I asked you something" He looked me seriously. That one look is enough to kill me. I silently stood there, not knowing what to say. He is coming towards me and I moved back slowly. Before I could escape, he pinned me to the wall and caged me.

"Akash, I am sorry" I said with tears forming in my eyes. Before I could say anything further, his eyes fell on the side table. I turned and looked at the direction. He was looking at the letter I wrote!

Please god save me from his anger!

He suddenly left me and picked up the letter. His eyes roamed the letter.

I'm scared like hell because of his face expression. First his face turned into anger and the next second his face showed pain. I can clearly see the hurt on his face. I felt like the worst wife in this whole world.

I can't look at his hurtful face. So I looked down at my feet, tears flowing down my eyes like river. Akash grabbed my chin softly, pulling it up so that I can look at his eyes. We looked at each other's eyes painfully.

"If you wanna leave me, go ahead and leave me" he said in a painful voice.

"But remember one thing. If you leave me, the very next second you will see me dead" he said. I immediately threw my suitcase away and hugged him tightly.

"Please Akash, please don't kill me with your words. I'm sorry, please forgive me" I said cupping his face in my hands.

"But you already killed me with your letter" he said and threw the letter away.

"Please don't say that word. I'm truly sorry, please give me a chance" I hugged him tightly while crying vigorously but he didn't even hugged me back.

"I understand you're fighting for our child but you didn't even thing how I feel? You think I'm very happy for kill my child? Tell me" His eyes had freshly formed tears.

"No Akash. I didn't think like that. Please understand my situation, please" I said but he removed my hand from his face.

"Oh really? Understand you? But you never understood me and my love. In fact you called my love 'an obsession!'" he said with hurt in his eyes.

"Please Akash, I regret every word I told you" I said holding his hands.

"Today I understood one thing clearly. You want to leave me, it means that you have no longer feelings or love and respect for me" he said painfully.

"No Akash, please. You are misunderstanding me. You are my everything and the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life" I said hugging him tightly.

"I don't trust your words. You know I trusted you in everything and loved you with my whole heart and I thought you felt the same. But today you proved me wrong." I closed my eyes sadly.

How can I make my Akash understand that I truly love him.

"I want to tell you something" he said braking my thoughts.

"Yes, tell me" I asked him impatiently

"You don't have to abort our baby because Sanjana called me today and informed me that she will handle your health problem. She promised me to give our baby safely to us. Tomorrow we are going to visit her in her hospital. So get ready in the morning. Please don't cry and don't spoil your health" he said and immense happiness filled my heart.

Thank you god for saving my baby. I prayed silently and looked at Akash. His eyes lost its spark. This is all because of me. How can I even think that I will live without him?

"I love you Akash. Please believe me" I said desperately, trying to make him understand. But he scoffed.

"I don't believe you and your words anymore. But listen one think clearly. I love you and I will love you until I die and if there's a life after that, I'll love you then. But I am never going to forget what you said and did today" he said looking into my eyes. He left from there and I sat on the floor helplessly.

I'm so lucky to have him as my husband but today I lost my husband's trust. Now he won't believe my words. This is all my fault.

"But I promise to be there for you Akash, when you need me, I promise to love you till my life. I promise to be beside you, not for the rest of my life but for the rest of yours because you are my everything! I vowed myself.

I touched my stomach softly "Baby, we have to make your dad forgive mamma" I said to my baby and smiled.

Mission forgiveness starts..