Hatred With Benefits novel Chapter 14

EMERSON.

Her juices coat my fingers, and her chest rises and falls in rapid beats. Sweats cover her brows and forehead, and the shadow cast through the window makes the skin glint in the darkness of the car. Her hair sticks to her cheek and I reach out to tuck it from her face, pressing my lower body against her core. In this position with her beneath me, I know fucking her once wouldn't be it. Whatever has caused my sudden obsession with her body from that night, it's something I have to do repeatedly to get over.

"What proposition?" Carson asks, her voice coming out rough and I increase the pressure on her nipples, basking in the way she pushes barely closer.

"It's obvious another fuck won't cut this, so let's make a deal. A sort of arrangement. "

"No. " She's quick to say and I laugh. "Do you know what I'm about to say?"

"I'm not dumb. And no, I'm not making any fucking deal with you. What in the hell makes you think I want to sleep with you again?" There she goes. Trying to deny what I know she wants. Trying to deny what's visible between us, but two can play her game and I'll show Carson exactly that.

"The fact that you just come with my fingers isn't enough?" I raise my brows and she gulps. "The fact that your wetness is pressing against my cock? And the fact that you're enjoying my hand on your chest when I've barely started doesn't seem to tell you what this is?" I continue and she purses her lips. Carson is a stubborn chick, so I know this won't come easy, but it's something she can't escape.

"It's friends with benefits sort of arrangement. " I continue my earlier suggestion and she narrows her eyes, saying, "We aren't friends. "

"We aren't. " I confirm with a chuckle, sliding my hand down her chest to the spot between her legs. Her body full-on shudders in response when I give faint rubs to her clit. "Minus the friends part. "

"Let's say I submit to the desire between us. Why should I give in to this proposition of yours when I could just ignore it?"

"And how much longer do you plan on defying it? We both know I drive you insane with my cock, Carson. " I throw back, spreading her thighs wider and she gives in without a complaint. I throw her legs over my shoulder and push my face between her thighs, my hands resting on her inner thighs as I give a slow swipe of my tongue across her cunt.

"Oh, fuck—" she whimpers above me and I repeat the action. Not sucking. Not biting. Just a slow swipe across her wetness.

I lift my head to meet her eyes and she's staring at me. "It's easier. You do not need to come out every night and look for a hook-up to burn your desires. I'm right next door and we fuck when we want to. We fuck until we grow tired of sleeping with each other, which we both know will be extremely close. " I watch as the wheels behind her eyes turn and I know she's thinking about it.

An impressive smile climbs on my face when Carson turns back to me and says. "There will be rules. "

Of course, there will be rules. The more we keep from going over that line, the easier it'll be for the both of us.

"Agreed. " I tell her. "I'm all ears. " I move back to her pussy and sink my teeth into it, earning a moan from her.

She tries to push back, but I yank her closer and suck on her clit as I listen to her speak. "I— This doesn't stop the boundaries between— oh God. " She moans in between words when I thrust my tongue into her pussy. "It doesn't stop the boundaries between us. No prying in each other's business and that means we have no claim on the other person outside of sex. "

I nod against her pussy as an indication for her to continue, and she speaks again. "This doesn't stop our relationship with others. "

At those words, I move my face from her cunt, not caring about the irksome face she gives me when I meet her eyes nor the irritation in her voice as she says. "I was close, you fucking bastard. "

"No double fucking. " I say in a stern voice, ignoring her rants and she cocks her brows. "What are you talking about?"

"It means you don't get to fuck me and another guy at the same time. It's me and me only until this is over. If you find someone you'll love to fuck, then this must be off. "

"You're fucking Paige. " She points out and I shake my head. "That was before this. "

"So I can't sleep with another guy because I'm sleeping with you?" She explains again and I nod. "Kissing is fine, hanging out with others is fine, but no sleeping with them. The same goes for me. "

She hums. "Seems fair. "

"No making a fuss about it when the other person wants out. " I tell her and she shrugs. "Alright with me. I'll be more than glad to get rid of you. "

I smirk at her. "We both know that's a lie, Carson. "

"Those are the rules. Do you have any addition?" She raises her brows and I lower my mouth to her cunt again, giving her another tease I know she'll curse me for before lifting my head to say, "The last rule is no falling in love. "

Carson snorts. "Fall in love? With you? You're the last person I'll fall in love with, Ford. Nothing can overshadow my hatred for you. "

"You never know, Carson, and that's why it's a rule. I'm quite addicting, so I won't be surprised if you manage to fall in love with me despite your acclaimed hatred for me. " I tease her, knowing it's far from possible.

"It should be a warning to you. Not me. " She says.

If I would ever fall in love with any woman, Eva Carson wouldn't be on the list. Not even the last on the list. She wouldn't appear at all. The line between hating Carson and loving her is so far apart and will never meet, no matter how much she's somehow made fucking her addicting. People tend to mix sex with love, but it's never been so in my case and it won't start with Carson. My hatred for her is as clear as my obsession with her pussy is.

"Do we have a deal?" I ask her and she offers one of those taunting smiles of hers. "Just fúcking, Hating continues. Yes, we have a deal. " And I seal that deal by giving her the orgasm I've kept away from her.

EVA.

I thought letting Emerson go down on me again was insane, but there has been no greater insanity than making that deal with him.

I say it's the spot we were in. It's the small space of his car that made me aware of everywhere his body is pressed to mine and our heavy breaths in the car. I say it was the place and the time, but somehow Emerson was right. There's always that desire for him. I'm yet to meet a man who manages to make me loathe him as much as turn me on like Emerson does, and this deal breaks everything off. It's a fair one: fuck till you burn out that desire and all that remains is the hate that's always been there.

"I have one last rule. " I stop my steps and twist my body to Emerson who shuts his car door before angling his head to me.

"This has to remain a secret. " I say in a warning voice and he leans back against his car. "And why's that, Carson? Afraid the news will get to your daddy?"

"The last thing I want is for people to know I'm involved with you. " My father will lose his cool if he finds out I'm housing with the son of his rival, not to speak of sleeping with him and I know the same goes for Ford.

Emerson finally nods. "Let's keep it that way. "

"Good. " It's the only response I give him before I walk back into the frat house and go in search of my best friend, pretending I didn't just have my enemy's face in my pussy.

"Hey, you! I was just looking for you. " I turn around to meet bright blue eyes with a gorgeous dimpled smile.

"Oh, hi. " I respond with a smile and he moves closer, bending over my shoulder and bringing his mouth near my ear as he says, "Want to get out of here? Continue from where we stopped?"

"About that—" I start, and he draws back with furrowed brows. My eyes catch the sight of Emerson walking in behind him and he meets my gaze, looks between me and Dan, throws me a smirk and walk away. Fucking bastard.

I look back to Dan and say, "That will be some other time. Sorry to lead you on. "

His face falls for a second, but he's quick to mask it with a smile. A forced smile. "That's alright, but I'll see you around, yeah?"

"Absolutely. " I assure him and he nods, stepping forward to press his lips to my earlobe before stepping back and walking away.

I look to where Emerson stands, mumbling something to Paige before turning away.

I find Aliya moulded to a wall with her tongue down Sage's throat. Surprise is the last thing I feel at the sight of their lower bodies pressed against each other.

Sage must have noticed my presence because Aliya turns back, a smirk pinched to her face as she meets my eyes.

"Were you looking for me?" She asks and I shake my head. "You weren't hard to find. "

Aliya chuckles and drapes a hand around Sage's waist, moving her to her side. "Did you find someone to fuck?"

I did in a way? "Maybe. "

She gives me a thumbs up and looks back to Sage, pressing a kiss to her jaw and the girl giggles in response before she meets my eyes. "You look like you had fun with whoever it was. "