I was shocked from what he said. That's a very rare thing a friend would say to his friend. That isn't normal, right?
“Daryl! Stop joking! Get out now, it's almost midnight!” I pushed.
He gave me a menacing look, making him look more lighter from his dark expressions. He really know how to play cards with me, hmm?
“I said kiss me,” he pushed.
I don't know how I really look like but I could imagine myself blushing so much because of this conversation.
Since I was holding his arms, I forgot it for the mean time because of what he's told me.
He pulled my hands making me fall on his top. Our faces are very close with each other, our nose almost touching.
“Kiss me.” He whispered in his baritone voice.
It sounded so husky and erotic, and I hate myself for thinking that.
I relaxed myself a bit before I finally tried to get away from that drastic awkward position. “Stop joking! That's not funny!” Best friends don't kiss! I wanted to add, but didn't.
Instead of letting me go off from his top, he pulled me closer by caging me with his arms. It's too awkward, my lingerie straps are falling making my boobs press so tight on his chest.
“Uhmm...” he responded then I felt his fingers pinching my nose.
“Aw!”
“What are you thinking, young lady? Kiss me on my cheeks,” he said with a teasing grin.
I gave him an irritated look. Fuck, that's so embarrassing! Did I assumed too much that he's asking me to kiss him on his lips? Neysha, you're such a feeler.
“Oh..” The only word that escaped on my mouth.
I dropped a kiss on the tip of his nose, then on his cheeks.
“Okay, so you can finally leave now?” I said.
I pulled myself up and immediately fixed my straps.
“See you tomorrow.” He whispered before closing the door out of my room.
I was left standing there for a couple of minutes. I touched the top of my chest and sighed.
I should accept the fact that he can't ever be mine. We are only best friends, best friends relationships doesn't last long. If they are meant to be lovers, then they should be lovers from the start.
Daryl and I were only friends. I know for a fact that I was the only one who formed this silly emotions towards him. This fact hurts a lot but, this is part of our lives.
I went back to bed and dropped myself. I look at the side table where I put our picture together. He's looking so strict holding my waist, not even smiling. I am in my full teeth smile while he's too stiff and angry.
I smiled. That was my 18th birthday, some of the varsity students wanted to take a picture with me and he was against it. Since I agreed, he became so stoic till the party was finished.
He's kinda possessive. Possessive of me.
Maybe one of the reason why I'm so fucked up right now. I'm just a girl, just a woman. Who would not be in love with someone like Daryl? Tell me who she is and I'll kill her.
In morning, I went to school late because of too much meditation. I even skipped breakfast just to catch up with the first class.
After the whole morning session, I went to the cafeteria alone, I saw Daryl with Cindy, they are eating together. They were both seniors that's why they have same schedule.
It feels like my heart was stabbed three times from what I am seeing right now. I tried to forget it by taking deep breaths. I don't have rights to be jealous in any way. He's free to date whoever he wants.
“Hi, Neysha!” I heard a familiar voice.
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