He Got Me Pregnant novel Chapter 25

The shoot is starting already. Because I wanted this to be over as soon as possible, I did what it takes to make everything fast.

There were no retakes and that's what I really want.

After the shoot, I went back to my cabin to take a rest. They were editing the pics and we will have a party tonight but I am not in the mood because I don't want to see him again.

I grabbed my phone and dialled my babies back on Nevada. They are my aid, my vitamins, my strength. And it hurts me so much.

It hurts so much. Why does it has to be this complicated?

“Moma.” My babies greeted in chorus.

I only smiled; this isn't video call so they can't see the tears streaming on my face.

I hate this fuck. I don't really want this.

“Moma we miss you, when are you coming home?”

I sighed, hearing their voices right now is making me remember what I just read earlier. Their daddy's going to have another baby. They will have...a sibling from another mother.

Even though my family treated me like that I still grew up with them happily. They build an impression that a family should be perfect, should be happy and complete.

But right now, I think I'm really a failure and I deserve to be treated like that. I can't even give my children happiness of having a complete family.

“I will come back soon, loves.” I whispered softly.

I already took a bath after my last shoot. I am just lying in the bed, bare and sad from what is happening. I don't think I can continue hurting him now when I don't even want to see his face again.

He doesn't know, Neysha. He doesn't know that you were pregnant.

Then why did he fucking whispered that he loves me? He doesn't deserve to know about my children unless he fixes his shit.

He's still the reason why I became like this. Every time I remember how he suddenly vanished years ago is making my veins even more angry.

I wanted to tell him that. I wanted to ask him what happened and why did he do that to me but I can't. I'm still scared and it's so painful coming from his mouth that he left me years ago to marry Cindy.

I don't think I can survive that thing.

What if he finds out about my children and take them away from me? I don't think I can live a life without my strengths with me.

“Moma...it's our family day tomorrow.” My baby Blue sweetly whispered.

“Uncle Julius will be the one attending okay?” I whispered.

There's silence on the other side. It took him few more seconds to talk.

“Moma why does our classmates have Mommies but they have daddies too? We have mommy too but we have no daddy, why is that?” My baby Red asked.

I stopped for a bit. Tears were slowly building in my eyes as I bit my lower lips. My babies were now really asking about these things. They are just 4 years old; they are just 4, this is so early for me.

“Baby, you have a daddy but he's working far that's why he can't attend.” I said.

Even though I can't see him, I know that his lifeless expression lighted.