Heart Of A Beast novel Chapter 11

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No question ask... You're mine body and soul baby...

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~ Rina ~

Deya had brought me lunch, I couldn't move I just couldn't get the image of Jared being torn apart right in front of me.

I knew what Jared did was wrong and he deserve to be punish, but not like that,if he fucking kill people that way it means I'm no longer safe, I watch as Deya cut the apples into small pieces.

"Hand me the knife" I told her.

She look taken aback cause I hadn't spoken two words to her ever since she walk into the room.

"Don't be stupid. I can't let you cut it. tt my job" She shook her head.

"I'm not interested in cutting any apples. I'm interested in killing myself before the beast does, I am tired of living in fear everyday" I replied.

Her eyes widen "Have you gone crazy? Alpha will never kill you. Stop being such a kid, uou don't even know the power you have over him as his Luna! the earlier you stop being a child the better" She hissed at me.

Why is she even angry? Hello! I want to kill myself not your Alpha, and I can't even do it even if I try so what power is she talking about? Do I have the power to kill the beast? Do I want to?

"Do I have the power to kill him?"

Deya look at me before shaking her head like I was a lost case "You got a death wish? I mean the power you have on him as his mate"

"Mate?" I gasp then I remembered what Jared said then my attraction to the beast and his obviously furious expression when Maya attack me.

"I am the beast mate?" I gap at her.

Deya snorted "Of course! Didn't you know?" She asked.

I still can't believe it, so all this time I'm his mate and he's treating me like trash, how dare he? Not that I have the authority to question him.

The beast is my mate.

And honestly I didn't know what to make of that.

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After Deya left, I pick up the plates of apple she slice and begin eating them, my thought still on what Deya told me few minutes ago, I felt so dumb and stupid, I should have realize the beast is indeed my mate.

I mean he wouldn't kill Jared for a mare nobody just to have his reputation ruined, or have me sleep in his bed, well I only did once,the thought the beast being my mate scares me a litlle, and it also send chills of forbidden excitement down my spin.

Damn him! I can't help but to start having those forbidden thoughts about him, he had never kiss me before, so I wonder what his kissing will be like,would it be wild and demanding? Or slow and passionate? I think the first guess suit his personality most.

I blush frowning at the apples! I shouldn't even be excited! I fact I'm more worried, he hasn't touch me except for the spanking he gave me the other day, doesn't he find me attractive and desirable? Does he like blondie? Maya appearance flash through my head.

Whatever that push me into doing whatever I'm about to do, I don't know or perhaps after discovering my position in his life gave me the courage.

I rung the servant quarters and I maid I have never seen hurried into the room, she look so uneasy but seeing I'm the one that rung, she calmed down immediately.

"Can you get me a blond dye please?" I asked.

She nodded and went away, I waited for few more minutes before she showed up again with the dye, I hurried into the shower, did my business and dye my hair.

I look blonde and not that bad but still not as pretty has Maya I gave up, I went into the waredrop,to my surprise the clothes Damien seems to be angry about had been dispose and replaced.

A pick a plain white top and a jean,quickly change into it and went back to my apple, I suddenly heard foot steps approaching and few seconds later the door was opened to reveal the beast himself.

Standing so tall, so powerful and dangerously handsome,he scan the room until his eyes landed on me,God I wanted to disappear, I'm beginning to regret my decision about dying my hair.