Her Freezing Heart novel Chapter 29

I couldn’t wipe the smile off of my face. She likes me. I don’t understand how we got here but I don’t want to let go. I never thought I would be holding her like this or become upset on the idea of losing her. She is just perfect. After my whore of a mate, I had lost the will to love or I just couldn’t because of her. After she died, I thought it will be better but it wasn’t. The pain was still there and always raw. Sleeping around did help me a little but it could only help to a certain extent.

Last night though, I didn’t even once thought about her. The only thought and feeling I had was ‘how beautiful this girl under me is’. When she healed me, I knew I won’t be letting go of her without a fight but only if she wanted to stay by my side and she did so giving her up is not even an option. My heart is set on her now. I won’t give her up. The only worry I have at the moment is Austin. He is quite taken by her. What if he opposes us or comes between us? No. I won’t let him steal her. I know she is not a thing but I just can’t. The only way she is leaving me is if she wants to. Sorry Austin but I think I found my forever. I won’t let anybody ruin this. I was startled out of my thoughts by the knocks on my bedroom door which I obviously left open.

“Do you mind coming outside?” Austin snapped. “I need to talk to you about something.”

“Sure.” I replied. I felt a little guilty now. “Give me a second.”

I gently put Amy on the bed and pulled the blanket over her. She scrunched her nose making me laugh. I put a pillow infront of her and she snuggled into it. Cute.

“I will be right back.” I said kissing her forehead.

I walked out of the room behind Austin and closed the door on the way. I don’t want to disturb her. Aaron was no where to be found. He must have gone back to his apartment. The table was also clear of the empty bowl and blood bag. Austin plopped on the couch and motioned me to sit beside him. I did. He didn’t speak for quite a while. He was staring staright ahead in a daze. I let him have his moment. Besides, I am scared of what is to come.

“So,” He started “how does it feel like to be not having a hole in your chest?”

He was smiling at me. Now I feel like a villain.

“Great. I feel happy.” I replied returning his smile.

What is he up to?

“I am happy for you.” He said.