His Doll novel Chapter 10

Devika's p.o.v

A bed warmer!! Just a bed warmer!! This is my value in front of him!!

I am sitting on the floor wrapping a thin sheet around me and seeing him with wide eyes. He stood up from the bed with his naked glory and started going to the washroom.

I am not crying anymore like my tears are dried down now. I only want one answer of a question.

I asked him, "If you hate me that much then why did you marry me?

He turned at me and nodded his head.

He said," good question. This is just starting. You will come to know about everything."

" I can't tolerate this humiliation. Send me back to my home. I don't want to live with you" I told him clutching the sheet tightly. I am feeling like a used tissue paper. He raped me then kicked me from his bed like I am any kind of whore who has no respect.

Listening to my words he laughed like I have said a joke. He came towards me and fisted my hair in his hand tightly. I hissed in pain. He had already pulled my hair many times when he was raping me and now I am feeling like my hair will anytime come out from my skull.

He said with his dangerous tone," Humiliation!!  You didn't even see the real humiliation. You will see the real humiliation very soon."

Saying that he went back to the washroom. I am just sitting on the floor with my broken soul and body. My body is paining. I can't even feel my lower body parts. I am crying resting my head on one edge of the bed. Why he is doing this to me!! Why! These questions are putting more pressure in my already wounded heart.

After some time he came out from the washroom. He said with a boring tone," I have ordered you to collect your all stuff from my bed and sleep on the floor. Didn't you hear me??

I didn't answer him back. This made him too much angry. He came towards me and grabbed my neck almost choking me. He threatened me," if you don't listen to me or disrespect me than trust me I can do many things to your mother and that pathetic company of your mother which isn't even her".

" What's he saying.? His every word is feeling like a puzzle. What does he mean that the company isn't my mother's!! I thought in my mind but didn't dare to ask him. If I ask him then obviously he will again slap me.

I said with very difficulty as he is choking my neck," please,...leave..me... I will always obey you".

" That's my perfect doll" saying that he again kissed my already cut lips. His every touch is fueling disgust in my whole system but I am helpless. I can't say anything.

Then he left the room. It's almost midnight. I don't know where is he going at this hour wearing his night suit. I don't care wherever he goes. This man is totally insane.

I slowly stood up on my feet and fell on the floor because of pain. My feet are feeling like jelly. I can't feel my lower region. With the help of the furnitures, I walked towards my bag and took out a simple cotton saree.

Then, with limping legs, I entered into the washroom. When I saw my reflection into the mirror I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. My whole body is scratched like any wild animal had attacked me. My both cheeks are red because of his slapping. My lips are swollen and cut. Dry blood is visible on my lips. And my whole body!! I couldn't even look at my body! He is an animal. He is no human. Moreover, I am looking like a tortured sex slave from the ancient era. 

I couldn't see anymore and turn on the shower. I started rubbing my whole body harshly to remove his filthy touches. My whole body is now totally red due to extreme rubbing. Still, I am feeling dirty.

I came out of the washroom wearing my saree. I laid down on the floor as per his order. Surprisingly I am not feeling uncomfortable. I am too much hurt that the floor's hardness isn't bothering me either!!. Very soon I drifted into a deep sleep. I am feeling like to not wake up from this sleep in future.