His Doll novel Chapter 21

Abhinav's p.o.v

It's early in the morning and I am sleeping on the bed comfortably. I wake up from my sleep and sat back on the bed and saw myself wearing my night suit.

I remembered clearly that last night I became unconscious naked. Who dressed me?? "

Obviously devika" my subconscious said.

I am feeling a headache and my head is like spinning. I have to pour some cold water on my head. I took a deep breath and rubbed my forehead to lessen the headache.

I am rubbing my forehead when  I looked at the closet where Devika is doing her everyday job.

She is ironing my shirt and pant. I found my black coffee beside my bed as always. Obviously, she has placed it here. After our marriage, I have made her my perfect doll who is doing everything as per my wish.

Now, I am looking at her whole self intensely. She didn't notice me yet. She is too much engrossed in her work.

Suddenly she started singing softly. A sweet smile formed on her lips. She looked sweeter when she smiles. Looking at her smile I felt writhe in my heart. What the hell was that!! Why I felt like that!

I am looking at her with awe. Her soft melodious voice is reaching at my ear and I am feeling a soothing type sensation. She is wearing a light green colour saree. Her fair skin tone is complimenting with that colour. She is looking like a new leaf.  Looking at her my headache is like just vanished in the air.

" Isn't she beautiful?" the good Abhinav complimented."

"Indeed she is beautiful," I mentally said. A smile formed on my face. I can't believe I am smiling after seeing her.

" Don't fall for her. Don't forget who is she! She is playing with your mind. First, she played with Raghav then Arnav and now you. You are not in her heart. She wants Arnav or Raghav. This bitch has made your brother mad after her. How can you forget that" the devil inside me reminded me.

Immediately the smile from my face got vanished. Now, I am looking at her with my expressionless face.

Suddenly She noticed me and become startled. She stopped her singing and the smile from her face has vanished. A fearful expression appeared on her face.

She ran towards me and asked with her usual afraid voice," Do you need anything?" Would I bring your breakfast here?"

I can see her breathing is becoming abnormal because of fear. Her body is slightly shaking.

I am looking at her from head to toe with my scrutinizing eyes. In her eyes, I can only find fear, hate and loathing for me. There is no ounce of love and care for me. Ma was right. This type of girl can never love their husband.

"After all what she should do! After torturing her how can you expect her to love you unconditionally"!! The good Abhinav snapped at me.

" She is your wife. She should love you unconditionally whatever you do with her. Isn't it her duty? Ma also loved Him even after bearing too much pain then why can't Devika," the devil inside me reminded me.

He is right. It's her duty to love her husband. But she isn't doing her duty properly."

"Do you love her?" the good Abhinav asked.

" I don't know" I simply answered to my mind.

She is still standing in front of me for my order. I hold her hand and said dangerously," I am having a headache. Message my head."

I saw her gulping down her saliva and with shaky hands, she started messaging my head. I closed my eyes feeling her soft hands touches. I am sitting on the bed and she is standing in front of me messaging my head. My face is almost touching her soft chest. I can sense her intoxicating scent. Her sweet smell is arousing my inner beast.

I took one of her hand and looked at it carefully. Her hand is so soft and delicate. I said slightly kissing her one hand," Your hands are so beautiful and soft".

She didn't say anything. She is continuing the message with her another hand. I am admiring her hand when I remembered Raghav.

He might have touched those soft hand before me. Bloody bastard!! And this bitch had also given him her approval.

Whenever I remember those photos where she was sleeping on that bastard's embrace my blood get boiled with raw anger. Thinking that Raghav had also touched her hand my anger rose its peak.

She is still messaging my head with her another hand. I said putting too much pressure on her other hand, "That Raghav had touched your hand!!! You also let him hold your hand. Tell me slut, how deep was your relationship with him?

She is hissing in pain and cried loudly," what are you talking about? Raghav never touched me. You are insane. Leave my hand. It's paining"

This time I stood up from my bed. I hold a chunk of her hair and said lowering my voice," Too much hate for me huh!! Why!! Shouldn't you love me unconditionally?  Isn't it your duty?

" you can't force someone to love you. After torturing me so much how can you expect me to love you? You are a psycho. You need doctor," She snapped at me.

" You have gotten your tongue back huh!! Should I again show you what can I do to you," I said dangerously.

Hearing me she becomes paled and cried trying very hard to free herself from me," Please, I will do whatever you say. But don't beat me with your belt".

" Then, love me unconditionally. Tell me the words. Tell me quickly," I told her with my dominating voice.

" I love you, Abhinav. I am your doll. I only belong to you". She said hurriedly with one go..

" You will love me unconditionally whatever I do to you. Always obey me and will never talk back. Is that clear? I asked her loosening my grip from her hand.

" I will do whatever you say," she said crying.

" Good, let's go to the washroom. You will help me in the shower," I ordered her grabbing her waist tightly. She started wriggling but my one threatening look is enough for her to stop wriggling.

Like an obedient wife, she helped me in the shower and there I have taken her another time. She always feels so good. The whole time when I was fucking her I made her say only only thing," I love you, Abhinav"

She will love me. She has to. I will make her admit that she loves me. It's her duty to love me. I can't let her be like her mother. She isn't any Gupta anymore. She is now an Agnihotri. My wife. She has to love me!!!

Author's p.o.v

Ruhani ma is praying sitting on a thin mattress. She didn't notice that someone has entered into her room silently.

Ruhani ma completed her prayer and when she turned her back she saw Devika who is standing in front of the door.

Seeing her Ruhani ma smiled and said," Why are you standing there? Come here. Sit with me on the bed"

Devika smiled back and with baby steps, she walked to Ruhani ma. Ruhani ma is already sitting on the bed and now she gestured Devika to sit beside her.