His Doll novel Chapter 26

After another week

Devika's p.o.v

I woke up early in the morning and looked beside me. Abhinav is still sleeping. This whole week we are sleeping on the same bed. I don't know what happened to him. He told me to sleep on the bed with him. His behaviour is now quite tolerable. 

In this whole week, he never forced for once though we are sleeping on the same bed. Every night he sleeps cuddling with me. And I am noticing that he doesn't scream at night anymore. Am I the reason that he is feeling comfortable.? I don't know.

 Maybe he is changing. He doesn't beat me anymore nor he talks with me rudely. Maybe he is also trying to cope with me. His psychotic behaviour is nowhere to be seen in him. In these two weeks, he behaved civilly with me. I am glad that he doesn't beat me and force me anymore. I hope he always behaves like that.

I wanted to ask him about my study but again I didn't find enough courage to ask him. What if he again gets angry and beats me. I don't want him to turn back to his previous behaviours.

Right now, I am looking at his face. He is sleeping peacefully. His beard has grown up a little bit making him more grumpy. His facial feature is always holding a dominating aura even in his sleep.

Should I wake him up? No, let him sleep. Last night he came home late at night. He needs rest. I didn't bother him and got down from the bed. I went to the closet and took out a simple pink colour saree.

 I went to the washroom and did my morning routine. I should go to the kitchen and make breakfast. 

I came downstairs and noticed that some workers are coming inside of the mansion with flower, various types of the vestry in their hands like there will be held any kind of Puja(worship).

I am not understanding which Puja is today. Nobody told me anything. With a confused mood, I walk towards the kitchen when I heard two maids are talking.

One maid said," I will ask Sir to help me get my son admitted into the college."

Another one said," I will ask Sir to help me in paying my debt."

What are they talking about! How can they ask Abhinav all this? He will not help them obviously. But why are they so confident that he will help them. I entered the kitchen and seeing me both the maids greeted me. I greeted them back.

 I wanted to know what kind of puja is today.

I asked them," Do you know what's today? Workers are coming with flowers and vestry."

"Mam, today is Abhinav sir's mother's birthday. Every year he holds a puja on this day," one of the maids informed me.

So, today is my mother-in-law's birthday. That royal lady's birthday whose picture I saw in that room. I don't know anything about her. I will ask Ruhani ma about her. Maybe she can give me any information.

Abhinav never told me that his mother's birthday is today.

"But what were you talking about?  Something about asking for help?" I asked the maids curiously.

They two looked at each other face for few seconds and then one of them said," Actually mam, on this day anyone can ask anything to Sir. And he gives that thing without any saying. So, we are thinking to ask him to help us."

They completed their words and I understood the matter which they were talking about. I ordered them to continue their work. 

So, today anyone can ask him for anything and he doesn't say no. If the maids are saying the truth then I can ask him about those questions which I wanted to ask him. I will ask him about everything. Why he hurts me!! Why he behaves unusually!  Why he screams at night!!  Everything.

And he can't be able to say no today. I will know everything about him.

Yes, it's the best chance. I will ask him about those questions answers. This time he can't refuse me.

I make my mind and started making breakfast.  Tonight I will know everything about him.

Abhinav's p.o.v

Today is ma's birthday. Every year I hold puja for the peace of my mother's soul. And on this day, if anyone asks me for something I never say no because my mother came to this earth today. This day is like a blessing day for me. She is the purest soul I have ever known.

Right now, I am checking all the arrangement about puja. Everything is almost done. I have told the Khurana's to join. They are on their way. The priest will be here at any moment. The puja will be starting very soon.

I am wearing a simple trouser and a t-shirt. I should go and change myself into a white Punjabi. I went to my room and entered without any sound. 

I saw that devika is only on her blouse and skirt. She is wearing her saree. She is trying to wear a pink colour saree.

She is back facing me. I can see some skin on her back is exposed. Her smooth back skin is glowing. Her waist-length hairs are lightly bound in a small bun. 

Seeing her my hands are now itching to touch and feel her smooth skin. It's been two weeks since I haven't had her.

I was giving her some time to adjust. After her mother's rejection, I understood that she is totally broken. I can feel her pain.

When you expect something from your loved ones and that person rejects you. This pain can be too much for anybody. No one knows this feeling better than me. She and I are in the same boat. 

That's why I am giving her some space.

But right now seeing her, I couldn't control myself anymore. I walk towards her and held her waist from behind.

I started roaming my hands on her bare waist and stomach. I can feel her softness on my hands.

She gasped feeling the sudden touch. She tried to turn but I didn't give her any chance. So, she has to keep standing without any struggle. 

I touched her neck by my nose and I can smell her sweet smell which is making me crazier. 

I removed some of her hairs which were falling from her bun. I gave a sloppy kiss on her back neck. I can feel that she is shivering under my touch. I said softly in her ear," Are you ok?"

I heard a timid voice," I want to ask you about something. I heard that today you give whatever anyone wants. So, I want to ask you about something".

My holds from her waist become loosened and I faced her towards me. She is looking at me with hopeful eyes. But, I am feeling restless. What if she asks for divorce. What if she tries to run away from me. Obviously, she will ask for divorce. Whatever I have done with her, she will definitely ask for divorce. What if she wants to leave me. No, she can't leave me. She will not leave me. She will always be with me. But, if she asks for divorce what will I do! I can't refuse anyone's wish today!! Oh, God!! Which trouble you have brought me for this time.!!

I ask her with a slight angry yet afraid tone," what do you want to ask?"

" I will not ask you right now. After the puja, at night I want to ask you about something," She said fidgeting her fingers. I can see her hesitation and fear.

" whatever you want to ask, ask me right now. What difference it will make if you ask me right now or ask at night? I asked her this question with a desperate tone. I really want to know what she wants to ask. 

But, she is so stubborn. She said looking at me with a fearful expression, " Please, don't force me right now to ask. I will ask you at night".

I said with a disappointed tone" Fine. You won". 

Saying that I again held her in my arms. She wriggled for few times but looking at my eyes she stopped wriggling.

 She is looking in another direction. I can sense her fear ness. I held her chin softly and made her look into my eyes. But, still, she isn't meeting my eyes. I sighed and looked at her pink soft lips. How much I missed those lips.

 I didn't waste any second and placed my lips on her lips. She closed her eyes and her hold on my shirt get tightened.

I am licking her lips softly trying to push my tongue inside her sweet mouth. She denied at first but after a few seconds gave me access to enter her mouth. I held her more tightly and started kissing her like a mad person.

Man!! I was missing her body warmth badly. For the first time she gave access to me, I didn't have to force her. and I know she did this unknowingly.

I picked her up in bridal style and laid her down on the bed. I can see her frightening face.

I asked her with my dominating voice," Are you afraid?"