His Doll novel Chapter 31

At morning

Devika's p.o.v

I am still closing my eyes and feeling some gentle touch on my cheeks and hairs. I am feeling relaxed by the touch. The touch is feeling so soothing and gentle.

Slowly I opened my eyes and seeing the person I immediately sat back on the bed hugging my knees. I curled myself into a ball and hid my half body inside the blanket because of fear.

If it was possible I wouldn't have hidden inside the blanket, I would have seriously hidden into a locked box to avoid this person's intense gaze. Last night he scared me from my core.

The person is none other than Abhinav. He is sitting beside me and looking at me with too much adoration. His eyes are holding admiration and softness. But, I can only feel fear.

Last night's memory is still fresh in my mind. I touched my whole body abruptly inside the blanket and I am not feeling any body pain. That means he didn't beat me.

Thank God!! The devices which I saw last night, they were very scary. Seeing them I thought that yesterday night will be my last night in this world. I took a relief of breath that he didn't beat me.

I am busy taking relief of breath when I noticed a big tray in front of me. I looked at it carefully and found that the whole tray is full of some kind of weird instruments. I don't know what kind of instrument are those.

I am wondering what kind of instruments are those when I felt that he is looking at my expression and smirking.

He leaned at my ear and asked me licking my right earlobe," Do you know what are these instruments and for which work they are used?

I gulped down my saliva and blinked my eyes a few times. I can feel my stomach is twisting because of fear. Whatever are those, I am sure they are used for some kind of bad work. I am afraid of him too much that I couldn't even say anything because of extreme fear like I have lost my voice. I just nodded my head in negative.

Then, He raised his hand in the air and I closed my eyes thinking that he will slap me. But, a few seconds later I can feel that he is caressing my cheeks. I opened my eyes slowly, taking a relaxed breath I fixed my gaze on that tray.

This time he said holding one of my tiny hands in his big hands," They are torture devices. They are used for taming small spy cats."

Hearing him, I almost left this planet and came back into reality. My whole body started trembling. I know what's he talking about. He is talking about taming me!!

Shit! Is he going to use them on me!! I am done for sure. Papa, I am coming to you very soon. I mentally thought.

I noticed that He took a whip type thing which has one big whip attached with 8/9 small whips. He held my back neck and pushed my body frontwards a little. Then he leaned to my back. I can feel his hot breath on my skin.

After a few seconds, I feel that he has opened my blouse's knot. His cold hands are making my skin shiver. Then, He started trailing that whip on my back slowly.

That whip material is so sharp making my whole skin crawl because of fear. He said with a whispering tone," Do you know what's this called? Well, This whip is called 3 cat o"nell 9 whips. One slash of this whip is capable of lifting the skin of the back."

Hearing him my eyes get Watered immediately. So, he is going to punish me with this.!!

I said pleading," Please, don't beat me with this. I am sorry. I will never...." I couldn't complete my sentence when I felt a deep kiss on my back.

I become stiffed in my place. He is really a psycho.!! He is scaring me too much. hey lord!! How I am living with this man!!

Then he held my palm and started trailing his fingers on my fingers. Seeing his creepy behaviour I am feeling like my soul is leaving my body and again entering into my body. My cheeks already tear-stained.

Then, He took another device in his hand and said putting it between my two-finger," this is called finger cutter. They are used for cutting fingers of those who touch something which shouldn't be touched".

Hearing him my voice become stuck inside my throat and now I am only shedding my tears. Is he going to use them on me? This question is making my blood freeze. He removed that device from my fingers and kissed my both knuckles. His weird behaviour is increasing my fear on another level.

Now, I am seeing him with tremendous fear. This time he held a stick type device and started trailing it from my neck to my chest. When the cold metal touches my skin, I felt like I am already dead.

Then,  He said smelling my scent,"  It's an electronic device. It's used for making those people shut who talks back".

I am now understanding his motive. He is angry because of yesterday's incident. He wants to teach me a lesson. Yesterday's lesson wasn't enough!!

I said joining my hands," Please, Abhinav. Don't use these on me. I will die. Please. I promise you. I will never try to involve in your matter. I promise you".

My sobbing is now echoing throughout the whole room. I looked into his eyes and saw satisfaction in his eyes.

He hugged me tightly and said stroking my hair," Shh! Shh!! Don't cry. I knew that my doll will learn her lesson quickly. I knew that. I will not use them on you".

I am only sobbing and didn't hug him back. I feel his hug is getting tightened. I know he wants me to hug him back and I immediately did that.

After some time he broke the hug and cupped my face in his both palm. He is looking at me intensely but I couldn't find that much courage to look into his eyes directly.

He said softly," If you ever try to do anything stupid than I will not hesitate to use them on you. Understood? "

Saying that he pecked my lips and I nodded my head like an obedient kid who is afraid of a scary teacher.

Then he said holding my shoulder giving it a hard squeeze, " Last night you didn't let me love you. Come on, I want you now".

I can see the lust in his eyes. And now I am too much scared that I didn't dare to refuse him.

I removed the edge of my saree showing my bare Naval and a good amount of my chest skin. He threw away the tray and all the torture devices fell on the floor with a loud metallic sound.

And Just in a minute my saree and my blouse are removed from my body and he is already naked showing his beastly body. He pushed me on the bed and removed my remaining clothing. 

Like a robot, I opened my legs giving him access to whatever he wanted to do. Next two hours he continuously used me giving bite marks on my whole body. The whole time when he was using me I was looking at all those torture devices which are now shattered on the floor.

I am not feeling the pain which he was giving me whenever he was pounding inside me.

I am only wondering what if he really used those devices on me!! I can't even imagine!! He is a sadist. After seeing all this I am confirmed that he is a sadistic psycho.

He noticed my face that I am horrified by seeing all those torture devices. I am sweating like a pig.  I felt him wiping my sweats from my forehead, face and neck by my saree. Then he said smiling," My doll has learnt her lesson. Let's take a test".

Saying that he kissed my lips and asked me," Do you love me? Tell me who you are?

" I love you, Abhinav. I am your doll. I only belong to you," I said in one go fixing my gaze on that scary whip.

I can feel that he is smirking. Here, I am totally afraid because of too much fear and he is smirking. Psycho!! He is really a mental patient.

He said still hovering over me," Now, go. Make breakfast for me. I am hungry. After all a man needs the stamina to love his wife", saying that he left me and laughed few times. I am still on the bed naked looking at those devices.

He went to the washroom with his naked glory. I am feeling dirty. I also wanted to take a shower but his Order stopped me. Without wasting any time I wore my clothes and left for making breakfast.

After breakfast

Abhinav is getting ready for the office and I am getting ready for my college. I have taken a shower and wore a simple georgette purple colour saree and tied my hairs in a high bun.

It's very awkward to wear saree in college. But I am helpless!! Damn!! My beast psycho husband!!  He didn't allow me to wear anything else. I have to go to college like an Indian typical wife. He said," My dress up will keep the other boys away from me"! He is really something!!.

I am putting my vermilion on my hair partition when he held me from behind. I dare not to move from my position.

He nuzzled his nose on my back neck and said," I don't like that you go to college. There every man looks at my doll!! I don't like it. You are only mine to see".

Saying that he slightly bit my back neck and I jumped a little because of sensations.

I told him with my shaky voice," But, I never look at anyone"

Next moment his hold on me get tightened and he said licking my back neck," I know my doll. She doesn't forget her lesson. By the way, do you know why I have permitted you to continue your study?

I really don't know why he agreed. I always wondered why he agreed so easily. I asked him with my timid voice," Why?"

" Because of your father. That day when you told me about your father, I realized how much you love your father. I had seen your eyes is full of love for your father. Looking at your face and eyes anyone can assume that your father also loved you so much. Do you know, everyone is not that lucky to have a caring & loving father. You are lucky to have a loving father. That's why I permitted you to complete your study to fulfil your father's wish", he said to me still holding me. Whenever he takes the father topic I can feel sudden sadness in his tone. I don't know why it's like that.

He is continuously kissing my neck and back when I remembered that today I have to go temple. I have to pray for someone. Today is his death anniversary. 

I asked him softly, " I want to ask you about something".

" Hmm, I am listening, "He said with his usual tone pressing his nose on my shoulder.

" I want to go to the temple. I want to pray for someone!" I said making sure to not anger him. 

" For whom you are going to pray?" he asked me with his dangerous voice.

" I want to pray for vivek uncle. Today is his death anniversary. He is my mother's second husband. After papa's death, he helped us a lot. He loved me like his own daughter. I want to pray for him," I told him in one go and the next moment I am on the floor holding my cheek.

He slapped me hard on my face. I looked at him with pure horror. He is looking like a raging bull. I am not understanding what's wrong I have told now.

He bent down to my level and said, "Don't you dare to go to the temple. After finishing college, just return home. If you deny than....."

He couldn't complete his sentence and I immediately hold his both legs and said," I will not go anywhere. Please, don't use those devices on me".

Then I can hear his laughter. He held my shoulder and made me stand up on my feet.

He said touching my nose with his index finger," Good girl. Let's go. We are getting late."

Saying that he dragged me outside. But, one thing isn't clear to me why he reacts like that!! 

He is mad. He is psycho!! I have to escape from him. Ma doesn't want to take me back. Than fine. After graduation, I will escape from here. I will take any kind of job and live my life alone!! If I stay with this man than one day I will die because of fear. I just have to wait for my final examination. Then, I will escape from here and will never come back!!