His Doll novel Chapter 33

Abhinav's p.o.v

It's midnight and I am sitting on my easy chair only on my night suit's pant thinking about Bhabani's crimes and how to punish her more cruelly. I am counting the number of her crimes, the punishments which I have already given and which are still pending.

I have already made her a beggar along with her two children. Very soon, she will be a mental patient and has to go to the mental hospital. I won't kill her so easily. I have more interesting things to do with her. I will treat her and make her normal again for her further punishment. I can't kill her in her unstable state. If I kill her in her unstable state than she will not feel anything.   

I want to see her sufferings when I will hang her.

She said," My mother struggled for air, right??!!"

Well, I also want to see her when she will struggle for air. Just Thinking about killing her, I am feeling too much satisfaction in my heart. I am wondering how I will feel when I will actually hang her. Before that, I want to make her life miserable. Well, her life is now totally fucked up along with her children!! My little brother-in-law and sister-in-law are now facing all those miseries which my siblings once faced.

And about my doll!! She is the main pawn in this game. She is suffering here every time in my clutch. I have made her an actual doll who has an owner. And that is me.

She is now so obedient that if I say her to sit than she sits. If I say her to breath than she breathes. I have made her my pet. My obedient pet!!

Sometimes when I look at her innocent face I feel to stop all this. But I can't.

Bhabani and her family will pay for my family's sufferings. You must be wondering why I am punishing Bhavani's children!! Well, they are suffering because of their mother's sin. 

When I was struggling with my siblings on the road, that bitch's children were having a luxurious life. When I was struggling for only a piece of bread, they were having perfect meals every day. When I was struggling with my siblings just for a piece of cloth to save ourselves from the burning sun and tremendous cold, they were having comfortable clothes.

What was our fault!! Huh!! What did we do wrong to suffer like this!! That's why I am making their life hard.

I want to see that bitch's crying seeing her every child's misery. Her children's punishment has just started. I am arranging special type of punishment for them.

Being the eldest daughter of Bhabani, my doll will see the worst side of punishments. After using her to my heart's content I will throw her away from my life like trash. It will be the cruellest punishment for Bhabani to see her daughter being thrown away like trash by her husband.   

But, whenever I thought that my doll will not be with me one day, I feel something in my heart. Something like I am feeling hurt. Why I am feeling like that?

" Because you love her. That's why you confessed your love towards her!!" the good Abhinav said inside my head.

Actually, he is the one who forced me to surprise my doll. I don't know why I also wanted to say those words. Am I really loving her!!

" You don't love her. She is nothing. Just use her for your revenge. She is Bhabani's daughter. Only remember this word and you will be on the track!!" the devil inside me said and a sinister smile formed on my lips. Yes, he is right. Devika Gupta is nothing for me. She is just a useful toy for me!!

Right now, I am seeing her intensely. She is lying on the bed naked and unconscious because of my rough  fucking. It's another form of punishment for her. Sometimes I feel like to shower her with my all love and care but I can't. She has to be punished!!

I walked towards her and covered her body with a blanket because she was trembling with AC's cold air. If she gets any kind of sickness than I have to be soft with her. I can't be soft towards any of these Gupta's.

Author's p.o.v

Devika woke up feeling pain in her lower region. With very difficulty, she sat back and looked beside her. Abhinav is not here. Where has he gone!! She doesn't even interested to know this.

With great difficulty, she came out of bed. She is feeling too much pain down there that she wasn't even standing up properly. She fell on her knees.

Slowly taking the bed's help she wore her clothes and sat back on the bed. Her whole face is red and tear-stained. She took a deep breath accepting her fate and decided to sleep.

She will just lay down on the bed when she heard someone's laughing from the balcony. She wondered who is there in the middle of the night!!

She is feeling afraid of thinking who is that!! Moreover, she is alone here. Abhinav isn't here. What if the person tries to harm her. Abhinav's room is soundproof, so if she screams than no one will hear her screaming.

She took the table lamp in her hands and slowly walked towards the balcony taking all the furniture help. She reached the balcony and seeing the person, the lamp fell on the floor from her hand with a thud sound. And seeing the scene in front of her she screamed loudly. 

The person is none other than Abhinav. He was sitting on the balcony's floor and drinking. He is totally drunk. A sharp blade is in his hand and he is cutting his hand's skin with the blade and blood is oozing out from his wounds.

Devika yelled loudly, " Are you insane?  What are you doing?"

She pressed her saree's edge on his wounds. Seeing her Abhinav said laughing like these wounds aren't hurting him," Are you afraid? Don't be afraid. It's just some impure blood!! 

Devika looked at him with disbelief. Now, she is 100% confirmed that Abhinav is really mad and dangerous. He needs treatment. Devika walked towards the closet and took out the first aid box. Then she returned to the balcony where Abhinav is still laughing and sometimes crying. 

Without saying anything devika started treating his wounds.

Abhinav said with a hurtful voice," Do you know sometimes I feel like to drain my whole blood from my body. Because I have His blood in my body!! Why can't I have only my mother's blood? Pure blood!! Why!! His blood is also flowing through my vein making me hate myself every time!! "

Devika didn't pay any heed to his psychotic words because she knows about his behaviour.

Every time he talks in puzzle and she can't understand those puzzles. She understood another thing that why his whole body is full of old knife scars. This psycho was cutting himself. A few months ago she noticed his wounded hands. But she never thought that he is doing all this!!!

Abhinav is still bubbling his words. He is saying only one thing," His blood tainted my whole self".

Devika can't see all this bloodshed. That's why she treated him and took him to bed. She laid him down on the bed and she also laid beside him. Abhinav said before drifting into a deep sleep," I want to free myself from his blood!!"

Devika heard him but said nothing. She said mentally," Psycho".

In evening before the Get-Together

Abhinav is getting ready for the get-together. He has worn his black expensive suit. His beard is nicely groomed and hairs are comed behind. He has put on his favourite cologne and now seeing himself in front of the mirror. He is ready to go. 

Suddenly, He remembered yesterday night's incident and cursed himself for bubbling before devika. He is behaving so normal like he isn't injured on his hands. He isn't even feeling any pain.

But, He is wondering where is devika. It's been a  while she isn't in the room.

"She might have gone to the kitchen to see all the food arrangement," he thought.

He sat on the nearby couch and started scrolling his phone when devika entered the room with a file in her hand. She is looking angry and crying also.

Abhinav sensed her presence and looked at her with a frown on his forehead. He asked with his calm tone," Why aren't you ready yet?"

Devika didn't reply. She walked towards him and threw the file on his face. She is too much hurt that she has already forgotten whom she is messing with.

Seeing her audacity Abhinav gave her an angry yet dangerous look.

He yelled, " What the hell are you doing?"

" What the hell am I doing?  You lied to me. You lier!! You said that you had given back the company to my ma but in reality, you didn't. Not only that you also snatched our house from us," Devika yelled back loudly making Abhinav shocked. He never saw her that much angry. He looked at the file and understood that devika has come to know about everything.

Flashback

At morning

Devika's p.o.v

(i am cleaning our room and thinking about his mad behaviours!! I am totally disturbed by his yesterday night's behaviour. How can he cut himself like that!! Didn't he feel any pain!! Is he even human!!  How can he laugh when he was cutting himself!! Hey lord!! Where I have come!! I am stuck with this mad man!!

Right now I am cleaning the cupboard when I found a file on the cupboard. 

Since Abhinav has told me to not touch his things so I gently hold it to clean the cupboard without opening it. But accidentally the file fell on the floor from my hand and the file gets open. All the papers from this file had spread on the floor. If Abhinav sees all this, he will kill me for sure. Though he is not at home but still I am afraid.

I immediately sat down on the floor to collect all the papers. When I was collecting the file I looked carefully at the files and found that it's my mother's property papers. Why these papers are here!! On those papers, it's clearly written that the owner of the company is Abhinav Agnihotri. 

Seeing this, I understood that he lied to me. He said that he has returned the company to my mother but he didn't. " Lier!!"

Then I  saw another paper, where it's clearly written that the owner of "Gupta House" is now Abhinav Agnihotri. Seeing all this I became numb. Abhinav snatched our house from us!! Why he is snatching everything from us?? This house was built by my father. How can he took that!!

My eyes get watered immediately and I am thinking about my family. where is my family living now? How are they? Various possibilities started flushing on my mind. How stupid I was that being angry with ma I didn't contact her where she has lost her shelter. Right now, where are they? How are they doing? Where are they staying.?  These questions are making me mad. I am feeling guilty and cursing myself thinking that my mother had lost her shelter and here I was living with every luxury. How can I be so irresponsible!! 

In my anger, I didn't even contact them. My ma has lost her company and also her house. How is she living!!  And Abhinav!! How can he do that? Why is he after ma like a mad person?  What has my mother done to him!! Why he snatched the only shelter from them. He didn't do the right thing.

Now, I can't wait to meet my family. How stupid I was that I didn't even contact my family for several months!!! Where are they staying right now? Hey lord!! Please protect them.

Today when he will come, I will talk to him and told him to give back our house. How dare he to snatch my mother's shelter!! Here, I am doing everything whatever he is saying still he is after my family. Bloody monster!! But This time he did extremely with my family.)

Flashback ended

A sharp back slap landed on my face making my face stinging. I looked at him with too much anger and again he raised his hand to slap me.

This time I hold his hand and said angrily, " Enough!!".