His Immense Desires novel Chapter 44

HER WITHERED PLANS

***FIONA'S POV***

"That wasn't my plan seriously, but what had you expected me to do, you know left for me, I would have just sat where I am.

You ought to know how MAMA would have reacted. I really don't want to have any words with her, seriously.

You know the worst part, all sessions would be in his house, the thought of going there again fills me with rage, there is nothing I can do about it.

That is his pay, I am tired really, I am very tired.

I could still remember when I was little, I always told my mum and dad how I would love to be a pilot.

I always dreamt of it, until...

"Until what?", Sandra chirped in.

"Until my dad was killed, I really can not remember what or how it happened.

My mama told me that, after some days, they took my mum away, I was so young and naive I could not remember how it all happened.

The only thing I remember was when MAMA came to take me away, I had been working with her until I was sixteen years.....

My life changed when I clicked sixteen, that was when I was introduced to this kind of life, I was taught on how to pleasure men.

I was forced to do so many things which I would never want someone as young as me then to ever experience.

Eighteen years, was when I made my first sale, that was when Prince Rashid came for me.

I never wanted to do so, until i was told by MAMA that I won't eat from her again.

Until then I never knew she was serious, until after three days without food not water, that was when it dawned on me that she was really serious about me not eating until I earned it.

I can still remember it vividly, I had walked up to her and told her that I was ready to go the miles.

As a little child and a teenager, I never knew what it was to be hungry, not just being hungry but also thirsty.

It was my first time, I would be forever grateful to Prince Rashid, he was so gentle on me.

I never knew what it was to be gentle, but when I saw how my fellow colleagues had been manhandled by other young guys or even old men.

All my plans for life got withered like flowers that just sprung out.

So....

Right now Sandy, I am just so tired I need to rest, yesterday night was a long one, it was not like.... You know, but I am tired", Fiona said.

"Soooo, you are thoroughly spent and used huhhh?", Sandra asked.

"Yeah babe", Fiona replied.

"You could also tell me what you have been thinking of him, none of the bad things you have been saying about him really looks real with you facial appearance.

Seriously Fiona, you just love this guy, but you past us making you close your heart on love.

You just feel so inferior, due to what we do.

Babe you never wanted to be in this condition, so please loosen up, girl you have to be free, seriously.

I would advice you to relish all these Opportunities very well, you like him and he is kind of addicted to your body, that is so cool.

You both want each other in your different ways. Don't try to act all cold whenever he calls you, act like the whore you are, be free with him.

Give him all the sex styles he wants and even the one he doesn't know of, he is going to be mad over you when you are done with him.