I hate the alpha I take a simple bite of food without being told, and I am punished more than what I deserve. He strips me of my clothing, puts me in the closet I don't know how long I have been here in the darkness. Sometimes I enjoy the darkness not being touched by him makes me happy.
I tried to stay as positive as possible, it's so hard. Especially with jazz not communicating with me, I don't have enough strength for her to. The alpha keeps me weak at all times and only gives me enough to survive. I am supposed to be gaining weight from pregnancy but instead on malnourished and losing weight. Scared to death that I am not going to survive this, especially if I lose my baby.
I fight as much as I can to stay awake, but I can't, I sleep more than I have ever done. Darkness surrounding me, I really cannot help it. I don't know what to do I know that I am strong, but I am having difficulties. I want to fight him I hate being his little good girl is what he calls it. As weak as I am now, I know I wouldn't put up very much of a fight anyway.
I try to think of all the positive things that are in my life. The first time that Dominic I were together that brings light into my eyes. Finding out the Tonya survived and found her mate, and she's finally happy. Knowing no matter how bad it gets here, Tonya will not give up on finding me. I just hope that she is not too late. I can not have my baby here they need to find me before. If not, it will be the biggest hold that the alpha will have on me.
It's not like I haven't been submitting to him. It seems like it doesn't matter what I do, it's never good enough for him. There is always a reason for him to mistreat me, even if I follow him. I don't want to give up hope I don't want to lose it. I just don't know how much longer that I can hold on for.
As I cry naked with my knees up to my chest, trying to control my sobs. I all of a sudden feel something that I have never felt in my entire life. It's like a connection of light, someone holding on to me. The dark closet turns into light as my eyes seem like they're glowing golden. I feel a strength that I never felt before running through me. What is happening I am not sure of what is going on? Then in magnificent smell flutters my nostrils The smell makes my heart skip a beat. I then realize it's Dominic: How do I smell him, but I do.
It's like I'm talking to myself I hear the words are you OK. I don't know how to respond I just listen thinking I am going crazy. Not caring if I am especially having my mate's scent makes my body shiver. I see a man that I had never seen before in my life knowing I am connected to him. Not understanding how, but knowing he's a part of me. Am I dreaming this can't be real, can it?
Then I realize it is my father making a connection with me. Not knowing how he's making the connection but so happy he is. I can't talk to him, I can only listen as his wolf is talking to mine. He is trying to find my location, not sure of where I am at due to never being outside. He doesn't seem like this sincere type he's only trying to find where I am at Probably due to the fact we don't have much time to talk he knows it. I savor the voice that I hear in my head, loving every second of it. Then I hear the best words that I could possibly hear. Don't worry my child we will save you hang in there I will save you as fast as I can.
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