I Will Escape novel Chapter 113

After my wolf connects with her mate, I know we need to keep moving. We can't waste time. We need to get as far away from here as possible. I don't want to go back, I want to be free. I feel bad not connecting with Dominic in human form, but I mind linking my father and Dominic “we need to get going we can have a reunion another time we will catch up later.”

   I feel bad not connecting with Dominic, but there is no time we need to go as far as possible. With Dominic being so slow, it's going to take longer than necessary. I love him, but I don't want to be recaptured. I'm so tired of caring more about other people than myself. Now that it's not about me, it's about my child I need to consider protecting myself.

I don't want to be distant from him, I love him. I am just so tired I want all of this to come to an end. I am not sure how much more I can really take on. I am sort of irritated that know one really did not get anywhere with coming up with a plan. Wondering how long I would have been there  until they came to rescue me. I know I shouldn't be thinking like this, I am just exhausted. I don't know how much longer I could protect all those around me, not caring about myself.

I am also shocked by Jazz's actions lying to me, I have been blocking her out since she connected with her mate. I thought I would at least let her connect again with him. As for her and me, I don't know if I can forgive her. She did it out of spite. I know it was because I did not listen to her about Bridget. I understand her not wanting the torture but neither did I. It wasn't something that I asked for, but I also couldn't sacrifice someone else for my happiness.

I knew Bridget could not be trusted, but she was young, and she needed help. She was Dominic's little sister, how was I supposed to just leave her with no one. I still don't know how I am going to tell them that she is dead. I have so much to figure out, and I am not sure how to do it.

I am so lost in my thoughts while I'm running I did not realize I am running alone. I slow down, waiting for everybody else not knowing I was so far ahead. I know that I have more power than all of them. I honestly think if they truly knew they would be afraid. I see their Wolf's coming. I wait I can see the sadness in Dominic's wolf's eyes. I want to comfort him, but I don't know what to say. I'm lost.

So, I start to run once again, hoping I feel better trying to find what I've lost. Not knowing what I am looking for, maybe just myself. I tried to keep my pace down. I don't want to run too far ahead just in case they need me. I am sad, but I don't want them to see it. I should be happy I am free.

Knowing that I am truly not free until alpha Alex is dead he will never stop coming for me I know it. Now that I escaped him again, he's going to be even more angry. Knowing that there is no plan in place here. That I'm going back to the cabin with no plan of survival. How are we going to fight him are we going to be able to? If he just shows up, will we be able to protect ourselves?