"I believe that you are a liar that you are only looking for what is good for you, and you do not care what happens to us, please don't act like you do. That is why a woman should not be an alpha, feelings are involved, and they care too much."
As I try to control my anger, I can feel my blood boiling inside me as my entire body becomes hot. I watch everyone's reaction and they look shocked by his words. I am not shocked by what he believes, I am more confused that he thinks he is allowed to talk to his alpha that way. As I'm trying to control myself, I'm silent trying to figure out what I want to say.
"Look, she is such a coward she can't even answer a simple question, and this is who we're going to allow to be our alpha to lead us into one of the most difficult battles ever."
His arms fly up into the air out of frustration, he begins to laugh and make a joke out of the situation. I'm trying to stay cool if possible, I want to avoid hurting anybody. As Dominic goes to stand, I grab a hold of him and look at him with soft eyes for him to recognize that I'm ok As I motion for him to sit back down.
I stay standing with a firm voice as I answer back to him. "What surprises me is that you think it's ok to speak to your Alpha in such a manner. The funny part is I'm not frightened or pissed. I'm happy that you can speak your mind. I'm not afraid to be challenged by any of you because I know I won't lose."
I then stomp my foot as I walk out from the table to approach the crowd and say with a stern voice, "I'm willing to fight all those that want to challenge me at one time if need be to prove my worthiness."
If I can just show the power that I have. That I'm not afraid to fail because there isn't any chance of losing. So all those that have doubted me will be able to see what kind of alpha I am. I know I shouldn't care what they think, but I do, they are my pack. It is time to get this over with, so we can get on with the meeting.
The pack chatters like they're coming up with a plan to defeat their alpha, have I just made the biggest mistake. Have I just challenged the entire pack at one time? I want to avoid hurting anybody, I will not kill them, they are my pack members, and I'm just trying to prove a point.
As the man looks at me, I can see hurt in his eyes and I can feel his sorrow in my soul, it is so deep that I don't understand why I can feel it. Then I realized it's his locality to my pack. His face overcomes with sadness as he speaks in desperation,"The devil's pack killed my entire family and made me watch as they ripped the throats of my children and raped and ripped my wifes throat. I'm sorry it has filled me with so much rage that I almost lost all my humanity. I feel it would be better not to challenge my alpha, I want to understand her. I don't want her to have any doubts that we can't win against these monsters."
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