I Will Escape novel Chapter 93

He hasn't been coming around, I'm just left here to perish in the blackness I can hardly stand my legs are beginning to just shake. I don't choose to give in to him, but I'm not confident if I'm going to have a choice. How long can I proceed to be strong to bare this lifestyle, will Dominic be able to save me? I want to be strong, but I don't know if I have anything left inside me as my body is giving up on me, I fall in and out of sleep. Being awakened by my nightmares of the Alpha brutally raping me. I start to feel water dripping on to my body not certain where it's falling from I am wondering if it's raining. My body shivers, I am even colder than what I was before now that I'm all wet. The only sound I can hear is water dropping repeatedly I don't even bother to avoid the water I just let it hit as I'm falling asleep I see the room filling with light I struggle to put my head up. As the Alpha grabs my face roughly, I know it's making me bruise.

“Are you ready to thrill me Sabrina it's going on 2 weeks are you going to be able to survive more?” He smirks at me as he hustles my face out of his hands. I feel a painful pinch on my thigh, suddenly I realize he just injected me with something. My entire body tingles instantly, provoking me to become wet in between my legs. Wondering what fuck he just injected me with he then whispers in my ear. “This will help you to choosing to satisfy me Sabrina.”

As he releases me and puts me on his shoulder and carries me out, I can't easily keep my eyes open, there is no fight in me to even refuse him. I struggle to open my eyes, but the light from the day is blinding me, and it hurts I am just to weak. I can hear people applauding, wondering what they are yelling about, baffled on what is about to take place. Not feeling the strength to change what is about to happen to me. Knowing whatever he has planned, it will not be good. Regarding that I got myself into this dilemma I struggle not to feel petty on myself since this is all my felt.

“Now Sabrina, I demand you to get yourself washed up and if you cannot get yourself cleaned up my sweets, I will have no problem cleaning myself, just say the words.”

I don't respond to him, I can barely move I realize I will not be able to do anything so whatever he is about to undertake he might as well to cause, there's nothing I am going to be able to do to prevent any of it. I don't indeed have the strength to sit up and look around to see where my surroundings are I am trying so hard not to give up, but I know deep down I don't have a chance right now to fight. I just lay down on the floor. I lay down on the floor numb and naked, not fearful of what is about to happen, already know how big of a monster he truly is so whatever he is about to do will not be something he's never done before. I don't even try I just lay down there as I fall asleep I can feel him grab me he throws me into the tub and turns the water on its freezing, but I don't indeed move. I have know reaction to the water I don't even care if he screams at me.

“Bitch get the fuck up now, or I'm going to make you wish you would have listened to Sabrina.”

“I can't I'm too weak to fucking move you fucking piece of shit.”

He takes me by my hair I don't react to him not giving him the pleasure of knowing that he is hurting me. I have never been this weak where I can barely move my body not having Jazz to help me fight through this is difficult why is she still not back why do I still not have my wolves senses? He is cleaning me not gently at all, then water is so cold I can feel my body starting to shriving. When he finished bathing me, he just let me lay in the cold water. I can't stand how cold I get my head out of the water in the tub, opening my eyes, not recognizing anything around me. I watch him walk back in to the bathroom towards me, he then takes me by my hair and pulls my body out of the tub on to the floor as he unbuttons his pants I beg him not to. He flips me over on to my back.

“Now Sabrina, you can pleasure and be awarded for it by having some water and food, or I can force you to get what I crave from you either way I am going to be satisfied but ill give you a chance to submit.”