I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 108

Selena pov

Looking at her for a long moment and trying to wrap my head around what she just told me, nothing of it makes any difference to me! I'm here to claim what's mine and if he dies and it takes me with him I'm fine with it, I wouldn't want to go one and live without him anyway!

"It's alright, I'm not changing my mind! He is my true mate and I will claim him" I say with a firm voice when I try to get my head to clear up from this high.

I hear a sob leave Emma's lips and I reach for her to get her in my arms, she understands what I try to do when she throws herself in my arms.

"I can't stand the thought of losing you but I understand why you are doing this and I would do the same!" she says in a sob. She wraps her arms around my shoulders and holds me tight to her, I hate to do this to her but I won't change my mind.

"If I'm not going to make it I have had the best of times with you! Don't forget it and make sure to take care of everyone!" I say to her and wrap my arms around her for a moment.

"you know I have seen both!" she says and I already understand what she has seen.

"It's alright Emma! He's my mate and it's time for me to claim what belongs to me!" I say and nothing she says can get me to back out from this! I feel Jessie's head next to mine when she hugs me from the side.

"Please don't leave us!" I hear Jessie say and I almost start to cry from her words, she is the hard one and rarely shows any feelings.

I have to close my eyes for a moment and breath before I do this.

"I will claim him and whatever happens after is out of my hands! He is my mate and he where ready to give up his life for me, now I will do the same! If I don't make it you two know what to do, and you Jessie will take over the pack!" I say when I feel her squeeze me harder from the side.

"I'm not ready for this!" I hear Jessie say and she breaks down in a sob. Now not even I can hold it together!

"let's hope this isn't goodbye!" I say and feel how tears run down my cheeks when I take one of my arms and wrap it around Jessie to hug her too.

We stand there for a short moment when Emma breaks the silence.

"I have seen both, and I don't know which one is going to happen. What I do know is you will go into heat almost right away when you have marked him since we have pushed your heat away for so long and you started to go into heat with Elijah!" Emma says and just by hearing his name being spoken out loud has me shivering throughout my body, if I could erase that memory I would!