I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 115

Selena pov

Placing my cup down I can't wait for him to tell me what it is.

"What does it explain?" I ask him when I can't wait for him to continue.

"This herb can grow in different places and some places are better for it than others for what you intend to use it for, it's hard to find and even harder to use properly in a potion!" he says and that doesn't clear up things better, I rather got more questions.

"Wait! I don't understand!" I say to him and drag my hand down my face. I guess for a witch who has knowledge about herbs they would probably understand what he means by all this but I know far too little to be able and understand what he means.

" Alright I will try and explain it for you in an easy way!" he says and takes a mouth of his tea before he continues.

"this herb picks up minerals from the ground it grows on and it gives it different characteristics, if you look at this herb you can see it has a dark color, and just by the sight of it I can tell you it has grown in a swamp. Making it perfect for a potion you want to use in dark magic!" he says and I sit back in my seat, trying to get all the information in.

"When he used it to break your bond with your mate and he marked you did you ever feel a mate bond to him?" he ask me and I can honestly say I never felt the bond in that way I feel Kian. Looking at him he sits and sips on his tea and waits for my answer.

"I never felt the bond to him, not the way I feel it with Kian. But I felt when he died!" I say and sit up to take my cup.

"That's because when he marked you he opened your new gift and that one can draw energy from different things and use it to its advantage. Even if he marked you he couldn't force a mate bond on you because your gift shields you. He would have to remark you more than once to try and force the bond on you! By using this herb on you he feed your new energy what it needed and wanted. But by using this herb it comes with a cost! This herb is highly addictive this way and once your gift gets a hold of this herb or another strong gifted person your ability will want to take everything it can to get stronger! That's why you couldn't stop before!" he says

With all this information he told me it explains a lot of what I felt and how it has been for me and gives me more questions.

"He said he would have to remark me again to complete it, but he couldn't have known I got the new gift! And why did I feel my energy slipping back from you like it was clean and white!" I say and have to know.