I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 117

Selena pov

Looking at her for a long moment I wait for her to continue with what she has to tell me, I feel the tension in the room rises!

" one of the children is highly gifted!" she says and I have to hold on to the table with my hand to not fall off my chair.

" one of them? You're telling me that there is more than one!" I say in shock and look at her, she gives me a nod while I sit back in my seat and try to take this in. She could be wrong, couldn't she?

"There is more than one but I'm not going to tell you how many, some things you and Kian will have to find out together. I'm only telling you this because you have to know something about it!" she says and I start to feel nauseous by all this information.

" one of them is highly gifted and you have to protect the child from any dark magic!" Michael says and I turn my head to look at him. He sits there with a calm expression on his face and it does nothing to help me calm my raising heart down. I'm not surprised if I ever have children they could be gifted like me but somehow I'm not prepaid for this now.

"This is too much!" I say and withdraw my hand from Emmas and get up on my feets again. I need to walk around in the room for a bit and try to get my head around all this. How am I going to handle this with a threat at our borders and I have felt how strong he where!

"I know it is but I'm afraid there is more to it!" Emma says and right about now I'm ready to portal away from here, don't know if I want to hear more!

" come and take a seat! You need to sit down for the next part!" Michael says and I stop in my track and look at him. He has a serious gaze on his face and whatever it is I better sit down again, walking over to the chair slowly to try and gain some more time for this. If I could pause this moment and come back when I feel more prepaid it would be better.

Reaching my chair I sit down whit my hands in my lap and take a deep breath.

" when he marked you even if he didn't complete it you got some of his traits in your system, the gifted child has picked up them from your body!" Michael says and a gasp leaves my lips. The man I hate more than anything who took my mate from me and almost killed us both by doing so left a part of him with me! Now he will always be a part of our lives and our child!

How can I ever break this news to Kian? Another man's trait will run in the veins of our child, will he ever be able to love that child? I should have been stronger than I was then none of this would have happened! How can I live with myself knowing if I only had been stronger or not gone to the office alone that day this would never have happened!

A sob leaves my lips and I have to place my head in my hands when tears start to run down my cheeks, I don't want to do this to Kian!

Hearing a chair getting moved and Emma's footsteps that walk over to where I sit when her arms come to wrap around my shoulders.

" I'm sorry about all this Selena!" she says in a sob and I try to hold it together the best I can.

" how am I going to tell him this? I wasn't strong enough or this would never have happened! Now our child will have a part of another man, will he ever love it?" I say when I hear Emma sob beside my ear.