I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 123

Selena pov

Hearing the door open to my room I'm too tired to open my eyes, just want to sleep for the whole day.

"Selena it's time you wake up, Michael will be waiting for you soon!" I hear Emma say when she walks inside the room and takes a seat on the bed.

"no! I'm tired today, can't I have a day off?" I sigh when she pulls the quilt off me.

" no! You have to get up! Breakfast will be ready in a moment and I suggest you take a shower and come down to the kitchen!" she pulls the quilt off me completely and the cold air on my warm skin gives me goosebumps.

"one day off is all I ask, I'm deathly tired," I say with a yawn and sit up in the bed.

" Now go and take a shower! Heard anything about when he will be back?" Kian has been away for a lot more days than he thought, right now there have been five days away from him and even if we have talked on the phone I'm still worried about him. They have found several things they are trying to get under control but that's all he has told me. I have been focusing on training and keeping my pack inside the barrier.

Jessie is like a boiling kettle ready to boil over any second and when she does there will be hard to keep her inside, I'm afraid she might do something we all will regret. I have been taking her with me every day I have been going to Michael, it's the best chance for me to have control of what she does most of the time.

"no I haven't, he will call again tonight!" I have been exhausted with the training and I haven't had the energy to mind link with him when he has been so far away.

"Alright! Now get to the shower!" she says and gets up from the bed before she starts to pull on my arm

"I'm going!" I say and place my feet on the cold floor before getting up from the bed. I better be up and make sure everyone does what they suppose to than laying in bed even if I rather had done it.

"good! I'll be downstairs once you are done!" she says and starts to head towards the door, I walk over to the bathroom and do my business before turning on the shower. Tossing my shirt in the wash bin I head over to the shower and get inside, letting the warm water pour down my body before I take up the shampoo and wash my hair.

Rinsing it out I take the soap and wash my body when my hands reach to my breast pain instantly shoots out and I stop in my motions. Did I just feel that?

Water running down my body is the only thing I feel for a long moment before I take my hand back to touch my breast.

Both of them are sore and they feel a bit swollen, I hardly manage to keep a straight thought, what I have been pushing away from me for days has now caught up with me. I stand inside the shower for a long moment and try to wrap my head around this, I knew from the day they told me it will probably be true. Emma has never been wrong before, but I had to keep a distance from it before I knew for sure and now here I am with no way to push it from me any longer.

I'm pregnant!