I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 125

Selena pov

Stepping out on the other side of the portal I start to walk over to his house, Jessie takes a seat as usual outside on his lawn.

Getting to his front door I give it a knock before walking inside, he knows it's me and there is no point in waiting for him to walk over and open the door.

"I've got some new tea ready for you!" I hear him say when I walk over to the kitchen and find him as usually standing inside and working with his herbs.

"Alright!" I say when he turns around and doesn't give me a heads-up before he instantly starts to pull on my energy, even how hard we are trying to practice I have a hard time with it, can't seem to stop it!

When I take his energy it's even worse, I don't want to stop and that scares me more how good it feels to have his energy in my body! I crave it and the more I take the more I want it.

" fight it, Selena! You can do it!" I hear him say and try to block him from taking more from me, but I have no chance to do it.

"I can't!" I say to him and have to grab the table and hang on to it when he almost has me on my knees.

It takes a moment before he stops and I have to take several deep breaths before I can stand up again.

"This isn't working! I can't do it!" I say and walk over to a chair on shaky legs, I hate to feel this vulnerable and not stronger to be able and fight him.

Taking a seat at the table he walks over and places a cup down on the table in front of me.

I see him walk over to the counter before he comes back and takes a seat on the other side of the table with his cup.

" you have to keep practicing one day you will get a hang of it!" he says while I take a sip of my tea and sit back in my seat.

"Perhaps!" I say when I see him look at me for a long time before he smiles at me.

" your feelings are all over the place today! Did you find out today?" he says and I already know what he is referring to.

Placing my cup down I take my time to answer him.

" yes! And now I have to tell him." I say when I see him sitting in silence for a long moment before his eyes become white and I know he gets a vision of something.

Sipping at my tea before he comes back and place his cup down.

"what is going on outside your pack!" he says and looks sternly at me, I have no idea about anything more than the rogues and the vampires are up to something.