I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 132

Selena pov

Walking out of the room I find his guards standing outside and waiting for me, seeing Kian turning around the corner I walk by the guards to hurry after him. I need to talk to him!

" where are you going!" I hear one of the guards say and I hear fast steps walk up behind me.

"I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around the corner I saw him walk down.

An arm comes to stop me and I swirl around to face the guard.

" I can not recommend for you to talk to him right now, we haven't seen him this angry before and nothing good will come out of you pushing him further! I suggest you wait until he has calmed down first" the guard says but I need to talk to him right now, can he even get angrier?

" no, I need to talk to him!" I say and turn around to walk after him.

" don't say I didn't warn you!" he says to my back while I keep walking down the hallway to his office.

Standing in front of it have a hard time knocking at first when I hear the guards stand behind me I take a deep breath and knock on the door, when he doesn't walk over and open the door I push it open and walk inside instead. Closing the door after me I see him sitting behind his desk and looking at some papers, he doesn't lift his head to look at me.

"Can we talk?" I ask him and take a few steps closer, I feel his anger radiating out of him and I wish there were anything I could do to make this better. I only want to explain some things to him.

"Please Kian!" I say when he places his papers down and gets up on his feet and turn his back against me.

"I have nothing to say to you!" he says with anger in his voice.

"I just want to explain myself!" I say when he turns around and looks at me with his black eyes, I instantly want to take a step back from his rage.

"explain what Selena! That you have known it for days and didn't want to tell me! Because what? You thought I couldn't handle a child picking up a trait from him?" he says and takes a few steps closer to where I am. He has a hateful look on him and my words get stuck in my mouth.

"I'm the Alpha king don't you think I know of these kinds of things! But you didn't trust in me that much to let me in on it once you found out, you didn't think the father of your children deserves to know it before everyone else! You decided to keep me in the dark, so tell me what you want to explain. The fact that you decided to risk their lives for your pack members and yourself in a stupid rescue mission without letting anyone follow you! What Selena do you want to explain!?WHAT!" he booms at me and I jump back a step from the anger that surrounds him.

He is right what is there to explain, I messed up in every possible way this time. There isn't anything I can say to put me in a better light, I did this! He has every right to be angry at me!