I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 134

Selena pov

Walking out of my portal outside the castle I head up the stairs and open the front doors and get inside.

It's almost evening and I'm tired from the long day with Michael, we have done nothing else but train and learning me to shield myself from spells these last three weeks.

He says I might be needing it and the more I know the better prepared I will be once I need it, I know he has had visions about something but I don't care to ask him I know he will tell me when he can. Just like Emma always has!

During these three weeks, I have dropped the pack completely, I know they are in good hands with Kian and he told me I where no longer in charge then I have been focusing my time on training and learning everything I need to keep me and my children safe.

I asked Michael to buy me a laptop the first day and he fixed it till I came back the next day, I can't place my focus on something I can't change and if I'm going to take my pack back once this is over I need to have my finance ready to make it by myself and that's what I have been doing. Working for myself!

It was easy to know what to do once it all where placed on the edge! I contacted my bosses through my mail and gave them my resignation before I started my own company through the computer.

I know everything about this business and I'm good at it so why not start my own and take some clients?

It didn't take long until I got the first mail from an old client who wanted to go with me and wanted to be my client, so this is what I do with all my spare time after I have trained with Michael.

Focusing on getting a good life for myself and my children, that's what I'm doing right now.

Not once during these weeks has Kian met me, he hasn't been with me to any doctor's appointments and he never came back to his bedroom. We are like two ships in the night doing everything we can to avoid even running into each other. One day I noticed that most of his clothes were gone from his chambers and I knew he wasn't coming back, that day I took my belongings and head down the hallway to the guest room instead.

Since he understood I wasn't going to teleport anywhere he dropped the guard outside the room and I don't have anyone by my side to Michael any longer. Now I only need to report to the guard down in the hallway I'm back and when I leave then I'm free from them.

I know both Emma and Jessie have tried to mind link me but I keep them cut off from me, I have other things to put my focus on, and whatever they need in the pack they have Kian and their mates.

Walking down the hallway I'm planning on working for a few hours before it's time for bed and a new day tomorrow, holding a book in my hand and reading the first side while I'm walking. I asked Michael if he could borrow some books for me since I don't even want to ask Kian about them, I try to learn everything I need to know about raising children. I have no idea what I'm facing and I want to be prepared for this as well.