I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 138

Selena pov

I have to blink several times before I'm able to come back to my senses when I see him take a step closer to where I am. I hurry and wrap the towel around my body and take a step back.

I hear him walk closer to where I stand when I try to step to the side, there isn't enough room in the bathroom for me to get away from him and soon I see him stop right in front of me.

Holding the towel tighter around my body when I see him lift his hand to touch my stomach.

Taking a small step back my back hits the wall and I have nowhere else to go!

"Don't!" I say to him when he takes a step closer to me. He doesn't move from his spot and I take my chance to push beside him and walk out of the bathroom in a rush, coming outside to the bedroom I head over to the closet and start to take out a large shirt and some pajama pants with some underwear. Closing the door I turn around only to halt in my track when he stands right behind me!

As of now, I don't want him close to me, it's harder to keep my walls up when he is near me. Seeing him take a step closer I have nowhere to go but back up against the door when he is right in front of me.

Lifting my head I look at his chest when I see him raise his hand to touch my cheek, I turn my head to the side by instinct and try to get away from his hand

"Don't touch me!" I say in a low voice, not sure if my voice will hold if I speak up louder. He doesn't stop and when his palm touches my skin I have to close my eyes and take a deep breath from how good it feels with his touch. Small tingles play under his palm but they are no way near as strong as before. Pushing down all my feelings I know is best to keep them locked down, I have something good going on, and now is not the time to feel the heartache from missing him.

I can't have the feeling back when I thought my heart where about to broke into tiny pieces, this is the way for me now and I have to keep focusing on keeping my babies safe!

He turns my head up to look at him and when I open my eyes they fall right on his, it's hard with him this close after all these days and nights apart! All my longing I had to push down to keep getting up from the bed and move on with what I had to do.

Seeing him look all over my face while his hand caress my cheek.

"why aren't you sleeping in my chambers!" he says and I have to keep my feelings at bay.

"I won't stay in that room and yearn after something I can't have and constantly get reminded every second of it !" I say and see him snap his eyes right to mine.

"what can't you have!" he says and I hold my eyes on his.