I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 140

Selena pov

Feeling a hand caressing my baby bump when I wake up I keep my eyes closed and try to keep my emotions under control, he is making it hard for me!

I doubted I would ever feel his hand on my growing belly after the mess I did, I betrayed his trust and he shut me out of his life completely.

Feeling how a tear slipped down my cheek I wasn't able to contain it when his hand comes and turn me on my back when I feel his and wipe away my tear.

Opening my eyes I come to stare right into his eyes when he looks down at me.

"what's wrong?" he says and I try to turn away when he pulls my head back to look at him.

I have to take a moment before answering him to make sure my voice will hold.

" I never thought I would feel your hand on my belly!" I say when my heart squeezes in my chest, I can't describe how much I have missed him. Closing my eyes for a moment to breathe through the pain in my chest when I feel his lips being pressed to mine.

"I was angry but I would never leave you!" he says and capture my lips again, I can't resist answering it back when my bladder reminds me it needs to be emptied right now. Breaking the kiss I try to get away from him when he won't budge.

"what is it?" he says when I push the quilt off me.

"I need to use the bathroom right now!" I say when he lets me go and I instantly turn and get out of the bed, placing my feet on the ground and rising from the bed my head starts to spin violently and I have to hold on to the bedpost to steady myself when I feel his arms around me.

"what's wrong?" he says and I hear he is worried.

"I just got up to quickly and got dizzy!" I say and try to drop my grip on the bedpost when his arms come under my body and he lifts me before he starts to walk over to the bathroom, I let him carry me when he places me down on the toilet and stays beside me.

"Can I have some privacy?" I say and look at him when he takes a step back.

"I'll be right outside if you need me!" he says before walking out and closing the door after him. Standing up I push my panties down before I empty my bladder and take a breath of relief, it's ridiculous how small my bladder is these days!

When I'm done I wash up and brush my teeth before going out of the room, seeing him sitting on the bed with one of my books in his hands. He lifts his head when I walk by him and over to the closet to take out some clothes, starting to take on my pants I have a hard time getting them to fit over my belly and have to place them under instead, now it will be harder to find a shirt that can cover it all up completely.