I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 142

Selena pov

Alone in the kitchen with Cannon and Emma after he left I see them talking for a moment before Cannon walks after Kian out of the room, Emma heads over to the fridge and starts to make herself some breakfast.

"I'll be ready in a moment!" she says when I see her take a large bite of her sandwich.

" That's all right he can wait a moment no need to rush!" I say and close the lid of the can and walk over to the fridge to put it inside.

" do you want me to make some tea for you?" she says and almost every day I get new tea when I come to Michael's.

" There is no need! We always drink tea when I'm at Michael's" I head over with my dishes to the sink before I take the last of my juice and take a seat at the chair again and wait for her to be done.

"Well, then I can take my sandwich on the go!" Emma says and starts to place everything back in the fridge before she comes walking over to me, getting down from the chair I push it in before opening a portal behind us.

Walking into the portal with Emma before closing it after us.

I have been training with Michael for a long moment and it's still the same, as long as I have my walls up there isn't a problem and I can control it.

He is currently doing some tea in his kitchen while I sit at the table and look at them both talking in the kitchen. Emma walks over and places a cup down in front of me before they fix their own and come back to the table and take their seats.

" you know we both are worried about you being this cut-off, we have talked about it several times and since I know it's connected to your feelings I suggest finding another way!" Michael says and looks between me and Emma, I don't understand what he is implying at.

"to do what?" taking a sip of my tea I look between them.

"I want you to hear me out, Selena!" Emma says and just by her statement, I know she has been thinking a lot of this.

Sitting back in my seat to be prepared for whatever she has on her mind.

"you haven't been back at the pack since it happened and talked to Jessie, not once have you been away from the pack this way and given up the leadership, you have to go back and start to lead the pack again! I believe it will strengthen you more" she says and I have planned to do it once I felt I had this new gift under control.

"I took a step back because I need to control this! What I did was wrong and I needed the break! I can't risk my babies life or the pack, and without Jacob, I couldn't let Jessie be in charge after what she did. Letting Kian take care of it was the best option" I honestly tell her how I feel about it.

"I know but this isn't you! You are stronger than this and I believe you are locking yourself away from your real ability. You can do this!" she says and I sit up and take a sip of my tea while I think about it, she might have a point.

"We have done all we can do here and we have to think about something else instead! I suggest you give it a try and you can come back here every day if you want to but take some time to sort your life first" Michael says and with everything we have tried it might be the only thing left.

" drink up Selena! Your man wanted you back early!" Emma says when I haven't said anything to them for a long moment, emptying my cup I take it and push my chair back before getting up and heading over to the sink and placing it down.