I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 41

Selena pov.

When I came back to my pack yesterday I didn’t even know what day it was. Or how long I had been gone.

I was so drained of energy, after all, I had done so when I portal us it took everything I had left just to get back. Stepping out of the portal outside my pack I stumbled to get to the front door when Jessie came running and took my other arm. She and Emma helped me get inside.

Getting up to my room I crashed on my bed and slept through the rest of the day and the whole night. I just woke up when there is a knock on my door and Emma walked in. Sitting up in my bed and she comes and takes a seat beside me.

” You're awake. How do you feel? We were so worried about you” she says and I hear sadness in her voice.

”I will be fine, just give me a day or two and I will be back as usual. How do you feel? Finding your mate” I have to ask.

" he was nothing I ever imagined and I'm shocked to be mated to a werewolf" I chuckle at her.

"Mabie he is exactly what you need," I say and wiggle my eyebrows at her. Before I get up from the bed and head over to the shower.

I hear her laugh when I turn on the water. Stepping under and start washing my hair. Rinsing out the shampoo from my hair I step out of the shower and dry myself on a towel. It starts to feel better now.

Just need some clothes and breakfast and I will be like a new person.

All the time I got dressed and ready she asked me questions about what happened when I was in the castle, I answered them all and when we got down to the kitchen Jessie was standing inside and making some breakfast. Emma couldn't hold back the information so she spilled it all out to Jessie while I was enjoying my coffee.

I didn’t mind her telling Jessie everything, I would have told her myself anyway. Just sitting there and sipped on my coffee, looking at them both talking and laughing. I feel so blessed, I wouldn’t change it for anything. This is my new home and family. I want my family to be a part of my life and meet my pack too, and I know just how I can make it happen in the future.

Just have to be patient until that day comes.

I need to be free from Kian first, this few days only made me more certain I can’t forgive him for everything he has done.

” That was some interesting days you have been on,” Jessie says and smiles at me I give her a smile back